You know what the most pefect way to start a new year is? Literally starting life in a new way ( Read more... )

I've started staying offline - off social media lately. If you are an aware person you will realize how toxic of a place it is. I personally have become so fed up with the pettyiness of people ( Read more... )

A lot has happened since June. It's all been a roller coaster and a mindfuck. It's been good and it's been heartbreaking ( Read more... )

Today I have realized what helps improve my mood. I've GOT to really push myself to keeping this schedule as tired as I may be ( Read more... )

Weeks are going by. I've been busy but not productive. I haven't been able to touch a painting in months. I've been coming home and when I sit on the bed or sofa for a minute, I fall asleep. I'm so tired and I keep wondering if it's my heart. It beats so hard sometimes it interferes with breathing. I think it's nerves sometimes. Headaches have ( Read more... )

Growing up I watched Dad go through all his health issues and countless surgeries. I watched him come out of all of it with positive attitudes and such great strength. When I was diagnosed with Cancer and went through treatments, I looked at him for guidance. I knew that if he could get through it and was still alive, so could I. When I was first ( Read more... )

The Behemoth - Cannibal Corpse show was AMAZING. It felt like it went back too fast though. The trip even felt rushed. Matt decided to come up Saturday morning, so we hit the road late and got to the hotel with enough time to eat something and for me to change. I booked us at the Double Tree this time. Total luxury and I got it for cheap! We missed ( Read more... )

I vow to make 2015 the best year ever. I vow to work harder than ever. I vow to live as fully as I can. I vow to work on being more social and getting over being introverted. I vow to work on not being scared around people.  I'm going to be here for a long time and I need to really start working on getting to really know people ( Read more... )

Here we go. It's time to catch up. There's so much that has happened since Novemeber ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm doing anymore! LOL.I probably look like a love sick puppy with Kohl gone and Matt back in the picture. *rolls eyes* That's never been me. I realized Kohl wasn't someone that was supposed to be in my life. I found out too much and there are still a lot of questionable things about him that are warning flags. I don't like having ( Read more... )