well everyone, its happened again...i love, or attemt to love and i get hurt, im really sick of it. why cant i find a gf what wont treat me like this? why cant i? it hurts so much, expecially when i planned on moving to another state to be with someone, and you know who you are. i want to know, what did i do to deserve this? please, someone tell ( Read more... )

just when i think i have a chance with love...i get fucked over....again. dammit, im giving up. i mean, Noel is my love, i love her so much, and i WAS planning on moving to be with her, but now, that she dont wanna be with me, i guess ill stay down here....or move faurther away, anyway, ladies, im single. ...not really, i wanna be with Noel, but ( Read more... )

YAY! yesterday was a kick ass day for me! talked to noel, which was yummy goodies. lol. i wuv her. other that that, nothing happened....life is sooo exciting

YAY!! me and noel are back! it was stupid for us to break up anyway, just a waste, and we both got hurt. shes my everything, i love her more than anything...yes that includes nascar hehe

hehe, me went to jail, i didnt know fightin was illegal in wal-mart.....life sucks, i cant find a gf...well i can, girls are CRAZY for me, but theres ONE girl for me, and she knows who she is...and its not my lawnmower hehe in the words of gage creed "hello daddy, wanna play, i played with jud, then mommy came and i played with her, we had loads of ( Read more... )

i hope noel and i have a chance, i love her, and if i didnt, i would NOT be busting my ass on her. im really sick, i have some kinda virus, my stomach hurts sooo damn bad.

i decided to write more, im depressed and sucidial....i miss noel, im horny and i fucking virgin....yay..fun fn

ive been cutting again, its seems to make the pain go away....why cant i find love? why does everyone hurt me? why? what did i do to deserve this? maybe tonight....it will all end.

hehehehe....i was such a badboy, i got my subrau impreza wrx sti up to 230! i knew all those up grades would do me some good. anyway, i kinda sorta....well....ummm blew an old house up lol

oo man...what a night!! i got so damn drunk....well, it was my first time drinkin....and doin somethin else lol. i was missin out on some fun for 20 damn years! yeeeehawwww