Things seem to be rather quiet lately. Or perhaps I'm just not paying attention as much as I once did. It is rather hard with Jenny around and not only because she causes me to turn this terrible shade of red on a regular basis. I think perhaps it's about time I allow myself to get wrapped up in my own business. It's quite amazing how much she's ( Read more... )

I've been terrible. Distant. Brushing her aside when I should be helping her. Comforting her. the day I'd asked everyone to meet me at the Magic Box, she approached me. Asked me what I wanted her to do.

( My conversation with Jenny )

Life can change so very much so quickly. I wish that I could be more conforting to Jenny. I wish I knew how to feel. We shared that one kiss but...does that mean that she's the same as the Jenny I knew? Does it mean that what we...what we tried to have could happen between us? Strange, and it begs the question, what really does make a person who ( Read more... )

God. My dear God. I can't even begin to describe how I feel. Elated and yet...wary. Nothing so wonderful can be true on the Hellmouth. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I still don't know if I can believe it. When I saw her there ( Read more... )

The barbeque at the Summers' was an interesting event. Joyce and Ted seem like lovely people, but I must admit I find it rather difficult to converse with either of them. Joyce doesn't have the "appreciation" of the occult that I do, most likely due to her daughter's role in it all. I attempted to talk with Ted. We discussed how very spirited the ( Read more... )

After the other night I have begun to realize several things. The first being that Buffy is a startling young woman at times. I had hardly expected her to act so responsibly when reminded that she didn't need to. This, if nothing else, alleviates quite a bit of concern that I have been feeling lately with regards to my status as her Watcher ( Read more... )

If I ever agree to watching Dawn again, please remind me of this last time. In fact, I almost wish that I had pictures of it to remind myself why I don't make a habit of "hanging out" with teenage girls. I suppose really this is the wrong line of work for me after all, isn't it? Frankly, I'm not very good with young girls who aren't destined to ( Read more... )

Buffy came over the other afternoon to do a bit of training and to discuss rumours that I had gathered of a new being in town. We had an interesting conversation, but as usual with her, it ended quite unexpectedly ( Read more... )

The summer has come and gone with few events worthy of noting. I spent much of my time relaxing and catching up on some reading now that this latest apocalypse had been averted. Of course, I had spent every summer for the past three years much in the same way. This time felt no different ( Read more... )

There are some days that make me want to give up on all of this Watcher business and just go back to England and settle down to do nothing but complain like all the other members of the Council ( Read more... )