I'm in such a bad situation right now. I have no idea what to do. I don't want to be hurt, or hurt anyone. I feel awful. I'm 30. I shouldn't be going through this type of thing. It's what happens in your teens, maybe 20s. I feel like I've lost 10 years of my life. I know the last 5 have been good. Difficult, personally. But still, I feel like the ( Read more... )

I live in a very small town. Lately, every person seems to be complaining about anything and everything. There's a Rants and Raves section online for the town, and since it was created a few weeks ago, people are bombarding it every hour of the day whining about the stores, other people driving, the supermarket, the ONE fast food place, and even ( Read more... )

I'm sick of working my ass off, and never getting ahead. And then watching people I loathe do squat, yet are able to go places and do as they wish. I don't get it. Life isn't fair. Cliche, but true.

Wait... what life? Ha.

Minus a few things, the past few days have actually been pretty good ( Read more... )

These lyrics are from an awesome song from a local artist. Really great song, and the lyrics are phenomenal. I'm sure you can find it on YouTube. I'd post a link, but the site won't work for me. Bogus ( Read more... )

Obey by Axis of Advance is fucking amazing. They're one of my favourite bands ever, but I haven't listened to them in awhile. I just finished listening to the album. Absolutely stellar. I forgot how punishing it is. Definitely one of the top albums of the last 10 years (It came out in 2004). The vocals, the insane drums by J. Read, and especially ( Read more... )

Though I find on a day-to-day basis I can detach myself from most typical human emotions, I cannot, however, seem to shake this paranoia, this fear... the sheer terror. Dare I say it? Anxiety ( Read more... )

The Wal-Mart interview went okay. But I didn't have an updated photo ID, so I needed to re-apply for one afterwards, and now have to wait for at least 2 weeks for that to come. Fuck. By then, they may not want to do the 2nd of 3 interviews. Oh well, I'll keep applying elsewhere in the meantime ( Read more... )

I have an interview at Wal-Mart tomorrow. I got the call today, and it's at 1PM. I'm actually not as nervous as I thought I'd be. Usually my anxiety disorder kicks in and I want to bail out of the potential job right away, but I have that in check these days and I'm feeling pretty confident. I'm always good with interviews, at least I think so. I' ( Read more... )