I will not be pushed aside, I will not be ignored.

150mg of Welbutrin.
10mg of Lexapro.

When will it stop?

I will try not to breathe ( Read more... )

The fucking lying and secretiveness ( Read more... )

This is me, feeling just not strong enough for him. I suppose it's a sense of jealousy. All those other people out there that can just do that much better than I can, even if it's just in looking better. I'm insignificant again, with my head on the coffee shop counter by the window. I've got nothing anymore. Really. Well. That's so much of a bold- ( Read more... )

I'm home.

I was so sick of dancing around the sidewalks in my miniskirts trying to feel like I'm worth at least a dime. I needed need something more.

Come take me away?

We stumbled out of the woods and for the first time since I was on Alanna's floor, I felt okay. Safe ( Read more... )

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I cut all my hair off.

I'm grounded for two weeks because I got caught smoking in school.

Jail time? Yeah. Bail is set at $690.

My dream last night was horrible. Love, don't ever ignore me.

I just have to tell myself over and over again...

Don't ask questions. Don't ask questions. Don't ask questions. Don't ask questions. Don't ask questions.

"One day you won't have to close your eyes, because I'll just be there."