All I've eaten today is a bagel. And the other night I swear to fucking god I told Stevie that I couldn't handle getting sick right now. Fuck. You. I'm so hungry but so sick.

♥He wrote me a song. Be jealous because it's the most amazing thing in the world♥
Valerie + Andrew = ohemgeecrzyluv4eva

I'm scared.go figure ( Read more... )

It's strange, feeling so cut off. I look back on the days when we were inseparable... that is, until we were separated. It hardly seems like something worth persuing anymore, but the thought of giving up on a friendship sickens me. I don't even know if she reads this anymore. I mean, why bother, right? I have nothing important to say, right? I don' ( Read more... )

I can keep writing, but I can keep sighing. I listen to the saddest songs I can dig up, and surprise myself by crying whenever I turn around. It's behind me, it's all behind me and I feel like I'll just never feel ever again. For the happiest I've felt, I've never been so sad. I've never felt so addicted. And I've never felt so helpless ( Read more... )

This is the first day of my life ( Read more... )

if you don't understand me...

GET THE FUCK OUT.

Jesus Christ.

( We found the ground and that damage is done. )

Christmas carols SCREAMING.

And you thought I bitched about this holiday last year.

Trichotillomania.

Google it.

My psychiatrist thinks I'm alright.

....

And this was waiting for me when I got home:
http://i28.photobucket.com/albums/c214/imcharming777/DSC00216.jpg

Eh. What the fuck.