So, yeah...been dating Jason for over four months and that's been amazing. Yes, we've certainly had our ups and downs, but for the most part everything is consistent. However, I'm not sure I want it that way. I'm missing the excitement. There's nothing that surprises me much anymore. When we first started off it was all about hiding our ( Read more... )

I am a woman who loves too much ( Read more... )

You have the biggest heart of anyone I know. You bend over backwards for the people you love. I know not many people ever give you thanks for it or show that they see you doing it, but let me let you know that I notice it. You are appreciated by me and have been for many years even though I don't always communicate it to you. You try your ( Read more... )

Wasted-Carrie Underwood
(Troy Verges/Marv Green/Hillary Lindsey)

Standing at the back door she tried to make it fast
One tear hit the hardwood, it fell like broken glass
She said sometimes love slips away
And you just can’t get it back lets face it
For one split second she almost turned around
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Pissed off at my family right now.  Could they be anymore selfish?  I haven't been home since mid January and the first time I actually ask to be picked up they act as if it's an inconvenience to them.  My parents are going away for the weekend...they do that ALL THE TIME.  My sister is being a bitch and can't come pick me up and even if she did I ( Read more... )

May 27th, 2005

First off, there's something that's been slightly troubleing me.
That being that for some odd reason, I seem to be confused by someone. That person being Rikki.
For months, plans to go out for dinner have been made. Nothing major, flashy, or spectacular...but it's something that I kept telling myself I'd do for her before I left for ( Read more... )

I was looking back at all my old entries for this stupid journal and I'm shocked out how much I've changed.  I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that several people have completely changed my whole world for me.  I grew up ( Read more... )

withstandinghell: i haven't allowed anyone to get close like that not even rob
XXXfirestarterxx:   ....why
withstandinghell: it scares me i guess
withstandinghell: i went through a lot of pain
withstandinghell: i can't even describe how hard it was to get better.......
XXXfirestarterxx:  

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hey everyone the concert last night was the best I've ever been to ( Read more... )

Everything is going okay ( Read more... )