You know I have 2 online journals now.. goodness I keep 4getting about this one... Work really sux right now. I feel sooo ummmm not here anymore... I'm always hungry and tired here I think I can post a pic here I will try from home can't do it here... I'm hugh... :'-(

My brain is twisted into knots right now. I feel so lonely agian yet I have so many people around. I don't know what is wrong with me if it's just my hormones or if I'm just depressed. I don't feel good about myself right now.

long time no post I'm doing ok for the most part cranky but that happens right. I'm about 7mths pregnant now. It's a girl :-) We are due on 10/29/05. Kay was sooo excited to hear it was a girl you should have seen her face.. We have been doing a lot of moving around. Errr I didn't realize I had so much junk!!!! Anyhow I'm your normal hormonal evil ( Read more... )

Ok I talked to the person in my last post the person that over heard the conversation didn't over hear it all. She wasn't the one talking but what they heard she wasn't defending me. However I feel much better about it all....

Ok well there are a few things changing it my life. I'm cutting someone out that I never thought I would. She has been someone I have thought of as a friend since I meet her over 4years ago. I had heard she had said some mean things about me b4. However this time I can't 4give this. I wish it wasn't true. She was talking to another co-worker and ( Read more... )

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