Oh, what a mess ( Read more... )

There was a meteor shower last night. I layed on my roof, and thought of all the people in, and out of my life. I thought of Leah, Taking Back Sunday, and Jone's Soda. I thought of that summer with Brad, and I thought of all the new people and things coming into my life. Like, Liz, after all of these years, coming back into my life, and I am so ( Read more... )

It still hurts. Not the terrible gut wrenching, cry for hours, that it used to be...but its this dull, throbbing, constant emptiness. It never seems to stop. Its been a month, I guess I expected tings to start feeling better. I still can't stop thinking about it. I keep asking myself this same question...

Why not me??

Why her??

How fucking dare he ( Read more... )

So it's Fruday night. I didn't go out tonight because I have to get up for work at 5:30, so I stayed in and did homework and went to bed early after work ( Read more... )

So, I havent written in awhile, but I always read. I'v been pretty bored lately. Things with Brad and I have been going pretty well. I've spent most of break with him or my mom ( Read more... )

My mom took my dog Gracie to the vet today to be put to sleep...

Its really hard. I feel so numb about it...I still cant believe it. Sometimes it becomes overhelming, its hard...shes been my baby for so long. I know how bad shes been hurting, but its still so hard to let her go.


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Why does this hurt so bad when I didn't know what I wanted either. All the sudden I have forgotten all of the doubts I had about him, and now it just hurts. I wish we were both better people.

I haven't written in ages, but since I got my own computer I'll probably start writing more ( Read more... )

Been a very long and pretty exhausting summer. I haven't written in here since I was in Denver. I'm home now and still working alot. I hate my job a littlye less than I used to (bonus). And If you couldn't see it coming in my last entry. Brad and I broke up... (again) Lol. Had to throw that in. I couldn't tell you hoow many times I've written that ( Read more... )