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break ups
Its hard to gather my thoughts about this even though this blog has been going through my mind all night long. So I guess I'll just start from the begining...earlier this evening I called a 6 month relationship with a great girl I met in January off. The thing between this girl and I just started to lose its spark or whatever made "us" special ( Read more... ) -
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It's seems that I cann't find a way to escape this empty feeling I thought that it was just my solitude but even here in SA with my cousins I just find myself in an empty house with no onw or a room full of people that I don't know or people that pretend I'm not even in the room. No matter what it seems taht this is my way of life and then I must ( Read more... ) -
Lost
I try to find myself on the basketball court but I just find even more problems when I'm alone on the court the memories of old haunt my mind and I just get even more lost in my sorrow or depression. I miss the days of battle and the rush of compettion. I felt alive in those moments now I just find myself wondering day by day and the sad part is ( Read more... ) -
Felicia
I wrote this to just get my thoughts of you out of my mind and I thought you might as well see what I had to say. I know that in the past I have done this before but I hope you read my words and understand that there coming from the heart ( Read more... ) -
Grandma
There is no easy way to put my feelings on this page and expect them to fully describe my love for my Grandmother. Earlier today the woman who was like a second mother to me pasted away and it just so happen that I had plan on going to see her today, but I was to late and now I feel a huge regret for not being there by her side in her final moments ( Read more... ) -
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I just finish reading a friends five habbits that she does constantly and it got me thinking about my own strange habbits so since it only required five I will give only five ( Read more... ) -
TEST in LIFE
From the moment I woke up this morning I knew that it was going to be one Hell of a day and sure enough the day has not failed. All my old debts came to collect and not to mention my bills that are still pending life is just hard and being alon I see the truth to lifes hardships and I know that I could rise to the occation but it will take me at ( Read more... ) -
MIricle
This Christmas was one of a kind to say the least, like I wrote before my grandmother was in the hospital and my family almost lost a member of the family which sucks to begin with but on Christmas (that's just wrong!). Any way it seems that I just witness a holiday miricale by seeing my grandmother fight her way back from the edge of death and ( Read more... ) -
Cold Skies
The year is only days away from ending and it seems the December Skies will be cold. I say this not literurally but symbollicly because I beleived that this time of the year is special wheather some beleive it's Christmas, others the birth of Christ, or the unity of mankind the cold hard truth is that the idea is nothing more than a dream I just ( Read more... )