Comments | rissa

rissa_08

boo!

Apr 14, 2006 10:18

well lets see i havent posted on here because for 1. i dont like posting poetry on here because people couldnt deal with it...2. i have a life besides posting blogs about my life... so ya.. hmm but ya thought i'd update something since its been a while.. dang im still alive eh? oh well i'll be gone eventually.. well im leaving now ive got stuff to ( Read more... )

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... punk_daredevil April 15 2006, 16:43:44 UTC

Well i would talk to you... but you probably wouldnt want me to

Re: ... xneverxfeltx April 15 2006, 18:27:51 UTC

Ditto

rissa_08 April 17 2006, 00:52:45 UTC

make a effort!

the thing is... punk_daredevil April 17 2006, 02:04:56 UTC

if i make an effort will i completely get blown off... i mean ... i know the past is very much a real thing... but it is the past... i am over it but i dont know what you are thinking... so yea it makes it hard to make an effort when i dont know if i'll be doing a good thing or just pouring salt in an open wound...

Talking at school has been good... but there have been times when you get either offensive or something... and that makes it hard to know if i should even make that effort...

Re: the thing is... short_1 April 17 2006, 02:18:16 UTC

no ditto. the past shouldn't effect the now. try to get over things and move on.

Re: the thing is... punk_daredevil April 17 2006, 23:46:30 UTC

i am over things i waiting for you, clarissa, to be over them... im done reaching out to ppl... its got me no where EVER... so you know where i stand ... but where do you stand... you say you wanna talk but i never get e-mail, IMs, calls (you know if im not at home you can have me call you back... now the ? is where do you stand and where do we go from here?

cadence_1 April 17 2006, 19:38:56 UTC

clarissa yes everyone else dose need to make an effort but do you make an effort. ive heard no one else dose but do you try to get ahold of them? not everyone has to come to you. i know i try to talk to you but yea we all know how that gose. well all i have to say is you make the effort and other people will make the effort.

rissa_08 April 17 2006, 21:25:41 UTC

im always the one who tried.. im sick of it.. its not just me why does everything turn around to be my fault? when its not always.. everyone that i spill my heart to.. talk to anything.. seems to turn around and just ignore me.. or that i have feelings.. oh wait i forgot i dont anymore

... punk_daredevil April 17 2006, 23:47:55 UTC

you werent the only one who tried ... WE ALL DID at one point or another... i dont know when we stopped but it doesnt matter ... the point is now this is a new day... take ahold and change the present to shape the future.