Have you ever seen in a snowfall at night? You know that feeling when the flakes flash through the streetlight and fall with a soft patter on the ground. All sounds but their own, muffled in sleep. The struggles of your life are still there in your mind but the world seems at peace. They're made manageable, even laughable in that moment of utter ( Read more... )

I hate the way we never talk, I miss you more than anything right now. I can't concentrate and I'm always thinking of you. I'd give anything just to have you talk to me like we used to. Random texts, goodnights and good mornings. Anything like that ( Read more... )

I love you.

She's just crushed my entire world and all I can do is sit here and feel completely and utterly hollow. I wonder if she knows she's basically just ripped my heart out of my chest, looked at it, did that little 'whatever' look she does and tossed it over her shoulder into the dirt.

If I can't get her back, I *know* that I'll never be the same. She's already become the most important thing in my life. I care about her happiness more than my own already and that's why I'm miserable without her. I'd give everything I had just to hear her tell me she loves me and every time I need to hear her say it and all I hear is silence, a ( Read more... )

Confusion flashes through my eyes.
So hard for her to not resent.
the tangled web of hurtful lies,
the past has come to represent.

She'll stick with what she thinks is best,
though a lifeless heart is all that waits.
She'll wear her old hurts displayed to all the rest.
She'll show them to him when she hesitates.
Too afraid to let what she feels advance,
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So, I don't want her to feel like I'm crazy, or I'm moving too fast, but I don't know if she's the type of person who can understand that my past has left behind scars that make me work quicker on things that I find important, I've got no more patience anymore...I do with certain things but really, I'm just so tired of being alone and it makes me ( Read more... )

OMG...I *do* still have a livejournal!  Is anyone still alive out there? o.o

It's been like two years or more since I talked to any of you on a very detailed level...how's everyone doing?!

‘Crocodile Hunter’ Steve Irwin dies
Environmentalist, 44, killed by stingray on diving expedition

CAIRNS, Australia - Steve Irwin, the hugely popular Australian television personality and environmentalist known as the “Crocodile Hunter,” was killed Monday by a stingray while filming an underwater documentary on the Great Barrier Reef. He was 44.

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