is it strange that no matter how inside i percieve myself to be, i always seem to still be outskirts?

guess i made a bit of a boo-boo, huh? oh well. i will just have to suffer the consequences ... just remember it takes two to tango.

i was mistaken for a taub today. if that's not a sign that i need to see more of emily, idk what is. ::HINTHINTHINT::

i'm sick of being nice to the jerk-off. i'm sick of dealing w/ the attitude. get ready to pay, big time.

the one that's being slowly burned to death by the small child holding a magnifying glass. everything's been painfully magnified for me. it's really terrible. i've been crazily overreacting to things ... i can't even tell you how many times my friends have told me to chill in the last week. i hate being effected like this, i really and truly do ( Read more... )

him, not me. heh.

nervous, excited, tired, butterfly-ey. this is so much fun!!!

i hope i can go on saturday ...

HOPE FOR ME TOO.

hah! finally! so what if i had to go through Dr. Oz to get to him, i finally got him to e-mail me! hah. thank god. man, this feels good. he submitted 2 papers, both w/ my name on it (!!!!!!!) but said he had to basically rework everything, so i felt kinda badly. he also said that he tried e-mailing me before ... idk whether i should believe ( Read more... )

only one person in the entire world will understand that title. to bad she's all the way on the other side of the freaking world! argh. fucking terrorists ( Read more... )

my friends never fail to remind me: everything happens for a reason. so, when i remembered this little piece of advice, i thought i'd share it, for my sake, and for the sake of others ( Read more... )