i am currently "grounded" for the week ... lets see how long that'll last or how effective it will truly be.

you want me out of your life? you want me separated from everyone else? well, buddy, wish granted. i will no longer try to be a part of your life. you obviously don't want me there.

is it bad that i get this sick pleasure from upsetting them so much? i know i shouldn't have done what i did, but it was so tempting, and i'm sick of talking. i feel like it doesn't get me anywhere. i mean, lookit the 2 of the 3. and granted, he's not either 2 and would probably handle it a lot better than either, he's been a jerk to me lately ( Read more... )

"What did you think?" he asks in greeting. He is referring to the movie ( Read more... )

FRIDAY: went into the city and saw All Shook Up with the family. All Shook Up was good. music was awesome. although i did find it slightly disturbing that the guy who played the Elvis-like character -- his shirt from the first act was auctioned off ... and sold for $700. now, not only is this actor a virtual unknown, but you know have just ( Read more... )

every word that comes out of my mouth gets me into more and more trouble. i need to stop being so open w/ him. pull a Queen. this isn't fair.

is it so bad to like him? i ... i wish it wasn't. or i wish that feelings could be reciprocated. but, you know what they say: good things come to those who wait. my only question is: how long do i have to wait? i don't have that much time left. i just need clearer signals.

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i'm a horrible person. and i'm personally resolving to cut the crap. i need to figure myself out before i can involve other people, otherwise more get hurt.

i still have much shopping to do for secret santas and hannukah presents. oooh, when will i get all this shopping done in between being sick, USY, GHC350, american research paper, and school in general?

mmm, it's a good thing i have doctors for parents. antibiotics and vitamins are very very good for the ill people like myself.