i was expecting today to suck royally. Concidering the first thing i saw at at school today was a disdainful look from grace, but she wrote me a letter that basicly said "your an asshole and you dont understand anything." now as much as i dislike using letters to commune feelings i did anyway. I returned a letter that basicly said your a ( Read more... )

so i guess the depression im feeling wasnt just from the pain killers, god i love my predictable emotions.

i am really tired today

today was a little lame i guess. I learned how to drive standard from a priest, which was pretty cool. This particular jesus rabbi has exceeded my expectations on the whole cool guy spectrum. When i got back i got a call from joel so i stopped by his house and gave him some hillbilly heroine(its a code) we talked for a bit and i left so i could ( Read more... )

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-Going to accepted students day at Lesley University ( Read more... )

So i have decided to embark on an endevour to further my incredible awesomeness. Now i feel that ones abode should reflect their personality in all ways so i have decided to try to make my room as cool as me, which bear in mind, is EXTREMELY difficult. The philosophe behind the decor is chaos and beauty. In another words im gonna totally cover ( Read more... )

i wrote a long angry entry for this but i thought of something better.

you

all

make

me

want

to

spit
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I stayed home from school today because i fealt really sick in the morning. My parents assumed i was depressed and that there was something going on at school that made me want to not go. This is untrue. I enjoy my school life well enough. I mean recently there are a lot of things i want to change and people i want to see hanging from trees. ( Read more... )

very good discussion with lynz tonight. I feel a lot better at least for now.