i feel odd today, a perfect mix between happy and discontent...its good though, hard to describe but good. There is no doubt the french have a word for this emotion. They have words for lots of feelings, i like their langauge for that.
i am pissed i have seen nobody outside of school in a week and all of my plans no longer exist for reasons like, forgetfullness and new plans, more important social occasions, or just plain no reason at all. happy day.
I dont think i like myself at all. I am a pity whore, i thrive on getting attention in any way possible. Yet i am prowd of who i am. What does this contradiction mean.
Today i woke up at about noon. I took a shower...i ate breakfast. Then proceeded to sit down at my computor and i played WoW. I just now stopped. I feel high, i feel weak. But today was the best day i had in a while. Sad...i dont think so.
Im currently playing a dwarven rogue on Hakkar. current lvl. 13
Where is the line drawn between friend an acquaintance, and where is the line drawn between acquaintance and potential annoying social situation and can you be more than one of those things to any given person at any given time
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