I literally have not written a journal entry in two years but I needed to. I need to let some things out I think.  don't have karate as an out-lit anymore so I need to take something back. So many thoughts are racing through my mind right now. I cannot even focus. I can't even get things done that really need to be done. My priorities are so meshed ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while. I've come close to dropping off the face of the earth.

College is great. I love every second of it.

Things are so much different. I am so much different.

I have to admit that I am so thankful that things are different. I am so greatful for all the people I have met.

I miss certain things, certain people.

Jaclyn- I miss the ( Read more... )

ehhhhhh

i'm so uncertain about everything.......school, relationships, friends, work, family stuff. I'm trying not to stress but i'm freaking out. oh well. i'm going to eat and sleep on it all.

tuxedo mask

The next time you feel like GOD can't use you, just remember...
Noah was a drunk
Abraham was too old
Isaac was a daydreamer
Jacob was a liar
Leah was ugly
Joseph was abused
Moses had a stuttering problem
Gideon was afraid
Samson had long hair and was a womanizer
Rahab was a prostitute
Jeremiah and Timothy were too young
David had an affair and was ( Read more... )

Some things on my mind:

Need to get car. Buy it, insure it, inspect it........test drive it?

My 3 best friends are going away to college on Friday. Trying not to deal.

My job isn't bad.....but it isn't  really good.  Kills the time, pays the bills. It's depressing sometimes.....more and more each day really.

I wanna dye my hair. What color? I was ( Read more... )

"Today I really started to understand what love is. When we are parted we each feel the lack of the other half of ourselves. We are incomplete. Like a book with two volumes to which the first has been lost. This is what I imagine love to be, incompleteness in absence."

That's beautiful.

Dear My Love ( Read more... )

Better Things To Do

Don't tell me the reason that you're calling
Is to see if I'm all right since you've been gone
'Cause I know you and I know why we're talking
You're wanting me to say I'm barely hanging on
Well, maybe that was true for a night or two
But now, I got better things to do

I could wash my car in the rain
Change my new guitar strings
Mow the ( Read more... )

Went to Hampton last night with Cassi-role a.k.a my loving wife. We met up with her brother and his friends at our fancy hotel with vallet parking at about 10ish. It was sweet. Cute boys in orange shirts parked the car. We had a pretty sweet room with pretty sweet compnay. It really was then  most fun I've had in a while. I laughed the whole night ( Read more... )