Recently, my thoughts have been circling around my appearance and how other's view me. I know that it's expected of me, as a girl, to look a certain way and act that way. However, according to most, I don't fit the mold of what's considered attractive or beautiful, faces and personalities apparently don't matter...imagine that. Wonder why people ( Read more... )

Well, this is entitled 50% to mark the half-way point of this semester. I can't believe that my spring break is already over...only one more spring break for me in college ( Read more... )

Finally, it has happened. I got the strength to out grow Brandan. No more love, no more friendship. I am so sick of trying, I'm so sick of being let down, and more importantly, I'm so sick of being hurt. Everytime we would be getting along, he would always have to say something so undeserving to just ruin any kind of trust that I had built from ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm writing this before the actual dance, silly huh? But, not really BECAUSE hopefully I won't remember after the dance *wink* Just kidding. So, Valentine's Day actually turned out to be better than I had hoped, since I went home, and spent it with two of my most favorite and loved people in the entire world, Matt and Patrick! One of the ( Read more... )

OK. Why is it that every year on Valentine's Day I get shafted?! (As Patrick would say, you wish you got shafted...). Seriously though, every time there has been a Valentine's Day, I've either had no one (or Lou, which is the same), or I've started a relationship again. I hate to be alone on that day. What is the point of it anyway? Obviously ( Read more... )

This entry is dedicated to my feelings towards a particular person that I don't think I can have in my life anymore. Despite the fact that I have lived without this person before, I don't think I can handle living without them again, knowing how it feels to have them in my life. However, to include this particular person in my life, would kill me ( Read more... )

Well, I have realized that I am, still, in fact in love with a particular person. I guess that's the way life has to be. What goes around, comes around. Remember this, and live by it. Everything that has happened to me now, happened to him before, I guess I deserve this. What else can I do? You can't force love into someone's heart. It just ( Read more... )

I know it's been a few days since I have written down my thoughts, but what can I say?! I've been too busy doing homework to have any thoughts that weren't provoked by my classes. Come to find out, that he didn't remember what happened over the weekend. And, I still miss Steve ( Read more... )

Well, now that the alcohol has worn off and reality has set in...today isn't great. First off, I missed an assignment, my first one, for my 930A class today. Then, on my way to class, a particular someone doesn't even recognize me as I walk to class, which sucks, then there is a lovely pizza party at the math house, which wasn't bad, since there ( Read more... )

Last night was about the best night that I have had! Someone, that I have met briefly, has left a large impact on me. I will truly miss Steve, and hopefully, one day, some day, I will go to New York and visit him, or he'll come back here when he's done in Africa in May. He is one of the most fun people that I have ever hung out with, and even ( Read more... )