god this thing seems so trivial when you have like a zillion other things on your mind ( Read more... )

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oh geez here we go again.
im doubting myself... again.
doubting my judgement, doubting my hastiness...
its just that i always fall so fast, holding "him" (whoever "he" happens to be at that moment)
up to this pedestal of perfection and flawlessness.
and then it hits me. or they hit me rather. all at once ( Read more... )

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my birthday's on friday and all my friend's are coming...yay ( Read more... )

( this is FRIGHTENING. )

[woah ( Read more... )

i finally got a new digital camera ( Read more... )

my weatherbug says 22 degrees.

48 days, 19 hours, and 26 minutes.
the countdown begins.

im trying, i really am ( Read more... )