Here There Be Make Believe
Welcome. Come on in, pour yourself a cup of your favorite poison, put your feet up on the coffee table, and stay a while.
These are listed in order of appearance, with the most recent at the top. Author's notes, warnings, thanks and credits can be found in the headers for each story. It takes a village, folks.
If anyone is interested in toying with these stories in any way, remixes, sequels, prequels, podfic, translation, interpretive dance or what have you, please, and by all means, feel free. These characters aren’t mine. They belong to all of us. To that end, drop me a line. I’d be thrilled to help in any way that I can.
Thanks for stopping by.
J2 RPS (with the occasional more some)
Title: Warm Nights and Southern Stars
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 27,000
Summary: There are some things Jared knows: not to eat the meatloaf on Fridays in the university cafeteria, the combination to the engineering lab, that his heart didn't break when Jensen packed up his car and pointed it toward Hollywood one bright, sunny day near the end of August. It just cracked a little. Jensen knows camera angles, all the tricks to make fiction look like fact on film, and that his heart did break that day in August, although it takes him years to realize it.
While Jared has been spending his days in classes and buried under books, Jensen has worked equally hard to get his name in the credits. An early morning phone call makes Jared drop everything and hop on a plane bound for Los Angeles. Although it's been a long time since they've seen each other, Jared can still see traces of kid he used to know. He also learns that he's not over something that he never really had in the first place.
Title: The Flesh is Weak
Genre: J2
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 2400
Summary: The penance exists within the sin.
Title: Mercy
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1900
Summary: There's nothing Jensen wouldn't do for his brother.
Title: doll parts
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 2400
Summary: There had been a time when Jared would fuck anyone he was handed. Now he gets to choose.
Title: Copycat
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 1700
Summary: The papers call him the Smilemaker. Jensen calls himself a copycat.
Title: the flowers that they never sent
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 3100
Summary: (from the prompt) Jensen is incredibly nervous. After all, it's his first time picking up a hooker. But the pink-cheeked, shaggy-haired kid who climbs into his car sure seems to know what he's doing.
Title: Uninvited Guest
Genre: Jared/girl!Jensen
Rated: NC-17
Word count: 1300
Summary: Jared knows how to make Jensen feel better.
Title: Squeaky Clean
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3,000
Summary: Jensen gets Jared all cleaned up. Inside and out.
Title: Reckless, Pretty and Wild
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 9800
Summary: Jensen's been deeply undercover before, but he's never been quite this deep.
Title: Jagged Little Pill
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 2k
Summary: Jared really does love him. He says so all the time.
Title: Command Me to Be Well
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 5,300
Summary: Vacation bible camp. That's what Jared calls it whenever one of his classmates asks what he's doing over summer break, because conversion therapy just doesn't have a nice ring to it.
Title: Love Letters
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 2500
Summary: God is love, but Satan does that thing you like with his tongue.
(timestamp: for keeps)
Title: Fresh Ink and Blueberry Muffins
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Word Count: 6200
Rating: R (with maybe a tiny slip into nc-17 territory, just to be safe).
Summary: Five years should have been enough time to get over Jared. Jensen finds out that it doesn't even come close. (Alternatively, the one where Jensen is a tattoo artist and Jared has one hell of a sweet tooth.)
Title: love or death, grab an end, pull hard, and make a wish
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 2300
Summary: Rookie mistake number one: the sheriff should have put the handcuffs on a notch tighter. (Or, how I spent my summer vacation, by Jensen Ackles, serial killer.)
Title: Like Silver on Your Tongue
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: PG
Word Count: 3300
Summary: Your mouth is soft, your tongue is silver, and your teeth are gemstones cut to size.
Title: Trigger Warning
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Word count: 1400
Rated: R
Summary: Things are starting to come back to Jared. Things like blinding grit in his eyes and collateral damage.
Title: Black Irises and Sunshine
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: R
Word Count: 2100
Notes: a gift for tattooeddevil for spnspringfling for the prompt show 'em what you're made of.
Title: Superstar
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 1400
Summary: Porn stars! Slightly effeminate Jared! That's plenty enough plot, if you ask me.
Title: Dear Mr Fantasy
Genre: Jared/girl!Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 2200
Summary: (from the prompt) Jensen's in the middle of the massive crowd at a rock concert, everyone packed in tight, when she feels a guy press up behind her. She can't turn to see what he's doing, but he can feel his huge hands roaming over her body, sliding up under her skirt.
Title: Double the Fun
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 1300
Summary: Both boys like to bottom and they need to find a way to make everybody happy.
Title: Goodnight, Sweetheart
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 2500
Summary: Children need consistency. Ritual is important.
Title: A Perfect Companion
Genre: Jared/Jensen, Jared/OMD
Word count: 1900
Rating: nc-17
Summary: (from the prompt) Jensen wants to watch a dog lick Jared's genitals and ass, to see him go from flaccid to coming just from the dog's tongue.
Title: Pearly Whites
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Word Count: 1230
Summary: Jensen really likes Jared's teeth. That's it. That's the plot.
Title: come home with me
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word Count: 2500
Rating: nc-17
Summary: Jensen always gets what he wants, and right now he wants Jared, that new bouncer over there.
Title: Legion
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 9600
Summary: As a paranormal investigator, it's very rare that Jensen encounters the inexplicable. His typical clientele would benefit more from weekly therapy sessions than the services of an exorcist. All of this changes the moment he meets his newest client, a guy who keeps insisting that he's boring, nothing special, and turns out to be anything but ordinary.
Title: Shine On
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word count: 3600
Rating: nc-17
Warnings: underage, mental illness, institutionalization, violence both implied and actual, breathplay and slight comeplay, unsympathetic characterization.
Summary: Jensen's had a lifetime of people who want to help him, of being told that his version of reality isn't the right one. Then Jared shows up and everything changes.
Title: finger lickin' good
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 1,100
Notes: written for tebtosca's boathouse shindig a while ago. originally posted here. If plot is what you want, this is not the droid you're looking for.
Summary: Jensen has a hand kink and likes to watch Jared lick barbecue sauce off of his fingers when they go to their favorite joint for lunch.
Title: No Strings Attached
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 2800
Notes: Written for salt_burn_porn for blackrabbit42's awesome prompt no strings attached, which also served as the only title my poor addled brain could come up with. Thank you for the wonderful prompt and for going the extra mile to beta this puppy. Warning for a vague sorta quasi-somnophilia.
Summary: Jared realizes that it's a little less than sane when he starts to talk to the puppets he makes. He never expected that one of them might start talking back.
Title: know it while you have it
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2300Summary: Jared can't wait for his stepbrother to get home from college, and it's not for any of the right reasons.
Title: Evolution
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word count: 3500
Rating: NC-17
Summary: True love and the zombie apocalypse.
Title: Y'all and the Wall
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1,000 or thereabouts
Summary: Jared really, really likes Jensen's longer, slicked back hair.
Title: Dirty Little Secret
Genre: Jared/Jensen/Osric
Rated: NC-17
Word Count: 3300
Notes: Written for this prompt over at the
spn_masquerade. Many thanks for the original requester for giving me an opportunity to indulge my size!kink.
Summary: Jared and Jensen spitroast Osric. That's it. That's the plot. (Or, for formality: Jared and Jensen have a secret, and they want Osric to find out about it.)
Title: Second Star to the Right and Straight on Till Morning
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Word Count: 26,000
Notes: Written for the 2014 spn_j2_bigbang.
Summary: Jared's life has always been mapped out for him: get good grades so he can get into a high-ranked college, get more good grades so he can get into an internship at a prestigious architecture firm, then land an even better job. When his uncle needs help remodeling his house, Jared volunteers. Soon after arriving at the tiny barrier island, however, he finds himself drawn into the laid back life of the locals, and one local in particular.
Jensen does alright for himself. A part-time gig at the local bar down on the main drag, along with the occasional repair work when his buddies wreck their surfboards keeps him from starving. He has a great group of friends, who know not to mention it when he talks in circles or his hands shake a little. He also has Jared now, who makes him see his home in a whole different way, and he's not too sure how things are going to look when it's time hand him back to the real world.
Title: The Last Time
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2,100
Summary: This will be the last time. It has to be.
Title: i like my body when it is with your body
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word Count: 3,400
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jensen accidentally sees a different side of his best friend’s kid brother. He likes it.
Title: Intercept
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word Count: 10,000
Summary: Two years ago, Jensen gave up storm chasing, and gave Jared up right along with it. He should have known that it would only be a matter of time until he gets sucked back in.
Title: Present Tense
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rated: R
Word Count: 2,000
Summary: Jared had been sold into service to save his life, and in turn he would come to save the life of someone else, a boy about his age who wore glasses and had freckles on his nose, who had always been quiet and had never been very good at making friends.
Title: You Crazy Diamond
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word count: 4,900
Rating: NC-17
Notes: Written for salt_burn_porn for the prompt: leather belt.
Warnings for mental illness, violence, bloodplay, comeplay, abuse of authority, dub-con all over the place, unsympathetic characterizations and self-indulgent writing.
Summary: There are a lot of different kinds of crazy and Jensen’s seen most of them. They’re always there, and they’re always gonna be there. The trick is to not let them seep in, gain ground. Then Jared comes along.
Title: Freak Show
Genre: Jared/Jensen Historical AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3600
Summary: The circus comes to town and brings a surprise or two with it.
Title: Cat and Mouse
Rated: NC-17
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word Count: 2,800
Warnings: h/c, prostitution, slight bloodplay, D/s undertones. I fear it’s not as cracky as the summary might suggest.
Summary: So a vampire and a hooker walk into a bar…
Title: a first time for everything
Genre: Jared/Jensen High School AU
Rated: NC-17
Word count: 7,300
Warning: Underage (although not explicitly stated, I think the boys are around 16-17ish here), barebacking, variable levels of schmoop and good ol’ fashioned teen angst.
Summary: In which Jared announces that his family is moving, and Jensen suddenly becomes very concerned with time.
Title: you gotta promise not to stop when i say when
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2500
Warnings: hooker!fic, manhandling, rimming, rough sex, mild painplay and breathplay.
Summary: There are some things you can’t tell your best friend, your doctor, or even your lawyer.
Title: learn me hard
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word count: 4k
Notes: Warnings for underage sex and May/December hijinks.
Summary: Alright. So Jared definitely has a thing for the kid next door.
Title: Your Wish is My Command
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word Count: 5,000
Notes: Written for
salt_burn_porn, for
laisserais's wonderful prompt: rub you the right way.
Summary: Jared never knew that his job as a dealer in fine antiquities would be this interesting.
Title: Night Shift
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2600
Summary/Prompt: Jared is a hooker, Jensen is an undercover cop on a sting.
Title: Together Like the Devil and Sin
Genre: J2 AU
Word Count: 28,000
Rating: NC-17
Summary: A few nights a week, Jared lights a candle in the window and opens the doors to his speakeasy, welcoming one and all, so long as they know the password and how to keep their mouths shut. When the liquor starts to dry up and the revenuers start closing in, Jared is forced to hang all of his fortunes on Jensen, a bootlegger who offers him a lot of pretty promises and an even prettier smile. Together, they set off on a run that will take them from mountain hollows to metropolitan hideouts, from backwoods shacks to ritzy hotels and all points in between. They couldn't be more different; Jared is unassuming, low-keyed, and Jensen is as flashy as his souped-up Buick, but they soon discover that they have a lot more than moonshine in common.
Notes: Written for the 2013 round of spn_j2_bigbang.
Title: One More Miracle
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: R
Word Count: 1,400 or so
Notes: Written for spnspringfling for the prompt: The king's taken back the throne.
Title: The Oldest Trick in the Book
Genre: Jensen/Misha
Rated: NC-17
Word Count: 1,800
Notes: Written for spnspringfling for the prompt: stole my money, took my car
Title: kneel right down and pray for you
Genre: J2
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Sometimes Jared gets this itch, and he's left with no choice but to scratch it.
Title: At Your Service
Genre: J2
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jared doesn't know what to expect when he accepts a position as an assistant to Jensen Ackles, but it sure as hell isn't this.
Title: Stars
Genre: J2
Rating: PG
Summary: written for the prompt first touches and kisses over at insmallpackages.
Title: After the Sky Falls
Genre: J2
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 7200
Warning: Apocalyptic scenario
Summary: West is where we all plan to go someday.
Title: Additional Charges May Apply
Genre: J2
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3700
Summary: Jensen is a phone sex operator and Jared has a habit of dialing wrong numbers.
Title: On the Clock
Genre: J2
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1800
Summary: Written for the prompt: office workers, after hours.
Title: the least of our sins
Genre: Jared/Jensen/Misha/JDM
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4000
Warnings: vampire AU, bloodplay, dub-con
Summary: "Leave it to you to pick the cabin boy."
Title: Wake Up
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1200
Summary: Jared is fixated with Jensen's mouth.
Title: Tilting at Windmills
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 30,000
Notes: Written for the 201 spn_j2_bigbang.
Summary: As a student of folklore and mythology, Jared is more at home in dusty libraries than in remote mountain villages, but curiosity and the lure of adventure have him following a path laid out in a centuries old journal. He chooses Jensen - or perhaps it's more like Jensen chooses him - as a guide, the only man off-kilter enough to buy into his plans. Each and every step takes them deeper into a world Jared never knew existed outside of fairy tales; a place where people still believe in magic and it's important to never forget to feed the dragon.
Title: Pretty as a Picture
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3600
Notes: Fair warning for underage sex and drinking, May/December hijinks, dubious consent, and jet-lagged self-indulgent writing.
Summary: Alright. So maybe Jared has a thing for the kid next door.
Title: Are You Listening?
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3100
Genre: J2 College AU
Summary: Jared is very distracting. Jensen doesn't mind it.
Title: waiting on some beautiful boy
Genre: J2 non-au
Rating: pg
Word count: 2000
Summary: Five years is a long time to wait.
Title: Four Corners
Genre: J2 AU
Word count: 2,300
Warning: Quasi-hooker!fic. Homelessness. Underage. Written for blindfold_spn.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jensen has never been one to turn down a dare.
Title: Electricity
Genre: J2 College AU
Rated: PG
Word Count: 1000
Notes: Written fo insmallpackages, for the promp awkward accidental kiss.
Title: I'm Slowly Turning into You
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Words: 4200
Laundry list of warnings: Knotting, Alpha!Jensen, Omega!Jared, surprise!heat, marking, claiming, rough sex, lots of self lubrication, underage (Sorta. Jared's 16, and that's my quite arbitrarily chosen age of consent), D/s, rimming, and student/teacher dynamics. Oh, and surprisingly, schmoop.
Summary: There is only one person in Jared's life who has never lied to him.
Title: Six Hundred to Graceland
Genre: J2 College AU
Rating: NC-17
Words: 7,200
Summary: Sometimes it's impossible to know where you're going until you're already half the way there.
Notes: Written for the spn_j2_xmas exchange. A gift for neros_violin.
Title: The Same Boy You've Always Known
Genre: J2AU
Rating: NC-17
Words: 6,000
Summary: Written for spn_reversebang. It's not all that much fun falling for your best friend, particularly when the guy can't seem to keep his hands to himself.
Title: Song and Dance
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Words: 3100
Summary: In which Jared has an unusual job, and Jensen is his somewhat befuddled and rather besotted roommate.
Note: Written fo transfixeddream’s prompt business attire ver a salt_burn_porn
Title: I'm Ready for My Close-Up
Genre: J2 non-AU
Word Count: 1200
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jensen is preparing for an audition, and it's Jared's job to lend a hand.
Title: Is This Seat Taken?
Genre: J2 AU
Word Count: 2500
Rating: pg-13
Summary: Jared's morning commute is about to get a lot less boring.
Title: Come Pick Me Up
Genre: J2 non-AU
Word Count: 2800
Rating: NC-17
Summary: It's been a few years since the show ended, but there are somethings that are impossible to leave behind. Written for blindfold_spn
Title: Yesterdays
Genre: J2 HS AU
Word Count: 9,800
Rating: Hard R
Summary: They were eleven years old when they became blood brothers. A lot has changed since then, and a lot has not.
++Timestamp: Two Steps Forward
Title: Time's Up
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1,000 on the nose, interestingly. I couldn't do that if I tried.
Summary: Jensen has a lot of work to finish, and Jared is getting impatient.
Title: Better than Moonshine
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 33,000
Summary: After publishing a few dime store paperbacks and one novel that scored decent critical success, Jensen's in a bit of a rut. He's got an editor breathing down his neck, an overdue novel that needs to be written, and a weeklong workshop to lead on beating writer's block. To top it off, he has a vicarious one-night stand, and now the guy keeps showing up all over the place. It turns out that a little petty larceny, a car crash, and possible blackmail--all in the name of fun--might be exactly what he needs to kick-start his writing again.
Note: Written for the 2011 spn_j2_bigbang challenge.
Title: Feral
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4,000
Warnings: Slave fic, dub-con, slight bloodplay, rimming, animalistic behavior. (I fear all these warnings make the thing sound a lot darker than it is, perhaps.)
Notes: Written for this prompt at the spn_hardcore comment fic fest.
Title: Bizarre Love Triangle
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 7,500
Summary: In which Jensen hates his nickname and Jared looks very good in pink. Jensen's also carrying a torch for his best friend, but that's another thing entirely.
Title: Crush
Genre: Jared/Jensen Highschool AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 5,000
Summary: Jensen's got a reputation to uphold. When a new guy shows up at school and won't spare him a second glance, Jensen sees it as a challenge. It gets a little complicated when Jensen finds out he might sort of like the guy.
++Timestamp: Tell Me // NC-17 // 2,000 words // Summary: Jensen sneaks out. It's a good thing that Jared is always willing to let him in.
Title: Higher Learning
Genre: Jared/Jensen College AU
Word Count: 1,500
Rating: NC-17 (just to be on the safe side)
Summary: It's final exams week, and Jared thinks that Jensen just needs to find a way to unwind.
Title: Devotion
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Words: ~2k
Notes: Written for salt_burn_porn
Summary: There's something about the underground music scene that pulls Jared right in. He's not the only one.
Title: Feeling is First
Rating: NC17
Genre: J2 AU
W/C: ~1,600
Warnings: This sort of doubles as a summary, too. Hooker!Jensen, blindfold kink, a smattering of D/s and a cherry on top.
Notes: Written for salt_burn_porn
Title: A Handful of Rain
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~33,000
Disclaimer: I think we all know this isn't how it happened. Warnings: Substance abuse, strong language, and heed the rating.
Summary: Life on the streets had taught Jensen that everything came with a price. Family was a word that meant the people who kicked you out, religion was nothing more than a free meal, and salvation something that he could buy for ten bucks a hit down on the bad side of town. Scoring had become his full-time job, and finding a safe place to sleep was what he did in his time off. It was only a matter of time until this life caught up with him. Now, strung out and with no where else to go, Jensen finds himself following his feet to a place he never thought he would go--to the home of a stranger who can unfailingly see past Jensen's mistakes, and who can see right through to the good that is still left within him. The challenge is getting Jensen to see it as well.
Notes: Written for the 2010 spn_j2_bigbang challenge.
Title: Feed a Fever
Genre: Jensen/Chris/Steve (well, you know, not J2, but I didn’t want to make a whole new category for one little fic)
Rating: PG
Word Count: 1,002
Title: Here and Now
Rating: PG
Genre: J2 RPS
Word Count: ~450
Summary: Written for the spn_30snapshots
Title: Where the Truth is Found
Genre: J2 RPS
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~600
Title: A Thousand Miles Behind
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC17
Word Count: ~30,000 in five parts and epilogue.
Summary: Jensen knew that he wasn't an uptight person--he was just organized. Jared wasn't as irresponsible as Jensen thought he was--he just knew how to kick back and have a good time. For very different reasons, they each decide to take a cross-country road trip to the west coast. Because of some unexpected circumstances, they end up learning a little about themselves and a lot about each other.
Title: The Road to Where You Are
Genre: Jared/Jensen RPS AU
Rating: PG
Word Count: 24,000
Summary: When Jared's best friend, Jensen - who he's had a crush on for years, tells him he is going to get married, he leaves everything behind and runs away to Europe. When Jared returns five years later for his father's funeral, Jensen is there too, and Jared discovers that leaving the past behind isn't as easy as he first thought.
Title: When Morning Comes
Genre: Jared/Jensen RPS
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~6,000
Summary: A series of nighttime encounters between them leads to something they never expected but always hoped for.
Title: Jumping in Feet First
Genre: J2 RPS
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~6,500
Summary: Jared knew there was something off with Jensen. For one thing, filming was on hiatus, so why was he still in Vancouver?
Sam/Dean
Title: Love Makes Monsters
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 1700
Summary: Sam's sure of only two things in this world.
Title: Argonaut
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 1000
Summary: Dean's never been able to deny Sam anything, not when he sounds like this, and even when he doesn't.
Title: be mine, valentine
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: R (mostly for gore)
Word Count: 1000
Summary: Eat your heart out.
Title: Pepto-pink
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: nc-17
Word count: i don't even know. maybe like 650 or so.
Summary: Pretty sure this is the ladies', Sam.
Title: The Cherry on Top
Genre: Sam/Dean
Word count: 1800
Rating: nc-17
Summary: um. Alright. Sam is fourteen years old and toppy as hell. (in other words, there is no plot to summarize. there's hardly even a scenario.)
Title: That Book by Nabokov
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rated: nc-17
Word Count: 2400
Summary: On Sam's fourteenth birthday, Dean stops touching him.
Title: Most Things Happen Somewhere Else
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 3400
Summary: A storm is ripping across the plains the night that the guy shows up.
Title: Dead Leaves and the Dirty Ground
Genre: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 2000
Rating: nc-17
Summary: (from the prompt) Dean likes it rough, and Sam likes to give Dean what he wants.
Title: Slippery When Wet
Genre: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 2050
Rating: NC-17
Summary: The boys get cleaned up after a hunt, and end up getting more filthy.
Title: Fallout
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3000
Summary: Two days ago, Sam screwed his brother. One hour ago, Dean came back.
Title: you're the only one that's mine
Genre: Sam/girl!Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3100
Notes: Written for this prompt over at
spn_masquerade. Warning for underage. Title from Murder by Death's "Brother." This is miles outside of my comfort zone, which I suppose is what the challenge is all about. Mighty shaky on it, folks, and concrit is very welcome.
Summary: Dean gets injured on a hunt and Sam has to patch her up. Things get a little out of hand.
Title: 7/4/1996
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 2500
Notes: written for this prompt over at
spn_masquerade Many thanks to the original requester. Warning for underage.
Summary: We've all seen what happened when Dean took Sam out to that field to light off fireworks, but we don't know what might have happened after.
Title: snips and snails and puppy dog tails, that's what little boys are made of
Genre: Sam/Dean/Emma (but it's probably safe to say it's all about the wincest, folks)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3,000
Notes: A spin off of the ending of Slice Girls in which the Winchesters don't kill Emma, and written for this prompt over at
spnkink_meme.
Warnings: Underage, violence, training, double penetration, a whole pile of psychological fuckery, abuse, dub-con, daddy!kink, parental and fraternal incest. Sam and Dean are not at all good guys in this fic.
Summary: In the end, Sam can't do it. She still tried to kill his brother, though, and he still hates her. That doesn't change.
Title: Unraveled
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3,000
Notes: Written for the
smpc. Pre-series, Stanford-era AU. Warnings for bloodplay, dub-con and werewolves!
Summary: Dean's got a silver bullet in his clip, a second in the number two slot and the need to see Sam just one more time.
Title: The Axe that Clears the Forest
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 12,000
Warnings: violence, blood, gore, dark!Winchesters, multiple pov's, major and minor character death (Try and roll with me on this one guys. Death is sorta the whole point here, except in all the ways that it really, truly isn't. That being said, please feel free to pm me if you have any concerns.)
Summary: No one knows how they died, but one man knows how to bring them back. One night a year he resurrects them, and uses them as a tool to exact revenge on the people who have betrayed him. Of course, it's almost impossible to control a Winchester.
Title: bury my heart next to yours
Words: 14,500
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: dub-con, horror, violence, abuse, mentions of slavery in an historical context
Summary: Some things are rock-solid truths: the sky is blue, monsters are real, Sam’s in love with his brother, and he’s never going to tell him. Alright, so maybe Sam’s a little shaky on that last one, and one night he slips up. In an attempt to re-establish their fragile status quo, the boys head down to the low country, to a crumbling plantation house in South Carolina, chasing reports of a vengeful and violent poltergeist. The two of them unravel the case layer by layer, revealing the house’s dark past, and secrets that may bring the brothers closer together after all.
Title: Closer
Genre: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 2,000
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Docking
Summary: Sometimes, Sam can't get close enough to Dean.
Title: Watch the Bed Burn
Genre: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 2,300
Rating: NC-17
Warning: rough sex, violence
Summary: Sam thinks, not for the first time, how strange it is to love someone so much and still want to make them bleed.
Title: Wipe the Clock
Genre: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 17,000
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Violence
Summary: Camp Chitaqua, 2014: Five years after the worst decision that Dean has ever made, a man wearing a white suit stumbles into camp, lost and confused. Sam's memories are a jigsaw puzzle and none of the pieces seem to fit, the only thing he knows for sure is that he had to get to Dean. Between the recon missions and the supply runs, the demons and the croats, Dean struggles to hide Sam in plain sight, and to fight off the increasingly insistent advances of a man who does not remember that he is Dean's brother. Written for the 2012 samdean_otp inibang.
Title: Winner Takes All
Genre: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 1200
Summary: Dean loses a bet.
Title: Sacrament
Genre: Sam/Dean AU
Rating: R
Word Count: ~15000
Warnings: Violence, religious themes
Notes: Written for th samdean_otpminibang challenge.
Summary: In Seminary, Sam cultivated a love of knowledge and of God, in exactly that order. He was taught that vampires were real, that silver could take down a werewolf, and that belief could be a living, breathing thing. In Seminary, Dean learned how to fight. Most of all, Dean learned to have faith in his brother. They were both introduced to the true meaning of war. Now the war is finished and the church has disbanded their sect of elite warriors, leaving them to fend in an unfamiliar civilian society. They are ragtag refugees of a war everyone tries to forget. For Sam and Dean, however, the fight is far from over.
Title: Blow Me, Sam
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2,200
Written for blindfold_spn for the prompt: Sam gets hit with an obedience spell.
Title: An Absence of Violence
Genre: Sam/Dean (pre-series)
Rating: R Warnings: Hurt!Dean, borderline for underage.
Word Count: 1,900
Summary: Dean finally comes home. He's in pretty bad shape.
Title: Beyond the Reach of Mercy
Genre: Sam/Dean
WC: 2000 Rating:
Hard R
Summary: It's the end of the world, and Dean can't stop moving.
Title: It's How You Play the Game
Rating: NC-17 (just to be safe, maybe more like a hard R)
Word Count: ~1,800
Summary: Dean teaches Sam how to play pool.
Title: Three Letters Long
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: pg-13 for language, and implied wincest.
Word Count: ~2,000
Summary: It's been a week since the dust has settled, and nothing much has changed, except that Sam is slipping.
Title: all by all and deep by deep
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: Hard R
W/C: ~3,000
Summary: what's beyond logic happens beneath will; nor can these moments be translated.
These are listed in order of appearance, with the most recent at the top. Author's notes, warnings, thanks and credits can be found in the headers for each story. It takes a village, folks.
If anyone is interested in toying with these stories in any way, remixes, sequels, prequels, podfic, translation, interpretive dance or what have you, please, and by all means, feel free. These characters aren’t mine. They belong to all of us. To that end, drop me a line. I’d be thrilled to help in any way that I can.
Thanks for stopping by.
J2 RPS (with the occasional more some)
Title: Warm Nights and Southern Stars
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 27,000
Summary: There are some things Jared knows: not to eat the meatloaf on Fridays in the university cafeteria, the combination to the engineering lab, that his heart didn't break when Jensen packed up his car and pointed it toward Hollywood one bright, sunny day near the end of August. It just cracked a little. Jensen knows camera angles, all the tricks to make fiction look like fact on film, and that his heart did break that day in August, although it takes him years to realize it.
While Jared has been spending his days in classes and buried under books, Jensen has worked equally hard to get his name in the credits. An early morning phone call makes Jared drop everything and hop on a plane bound for Los Angeles. Although it's been a long time since they've seen each other, Jared can still see traces of kid he used to know. He also learns that he's not over something that he never really had in the first place.
Title: The Flesh is Weak
Genre: J2
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 2400
Summary: The penance exists within the sin.
Title: Mercy
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1900
Summary: There's nothing Jensen wouldn't do for his brother.
Title: doll parts
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 2400
Summary: There had been a time when Jared would fuck anyone he was handed. Now he gets to choose.
Title: Copycat
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 1700
Summary: The papers call him the Smilemaker. Jensen calls himself a copycat.
Title: the flowers that they never sent
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 3100
Summary: (from the prompt) Jensen is incredibly nervous. After all, it's his first time picking up a hooker. But the pink-cheeked, shaggy-haired kid who climbs into his car sure seems to know what he's doing.
Title: Uninvited Guest
Genre: Jared/girl!Jensen
Rated: NC-17
Word count: 1300
Summary: Jared knows how to make Jensen feel better.
Title: Squeaky Clean
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3,000
Summary: Jensen gets Jared all cleaned up. Inside and out.
Title: Reckless, Pretty and Wild
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 9800
Summary: Jensen's been deeply undercover before, but he's never been quite this deep.
Title: Jagged Little Pill
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 2k
Summary: Jared really does love him. He says so all the time.
Title: Command Me to Be Well
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 5,300
Summary: Vacation bible camp. That's what Jared calls it whenever one of his classmates asks what he's doing over summer break, because conversion therapy just doesn't have a nice ring to it.
Title: Love Letters
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 2500
Summary: God is love, but Satan does that thing you like with his tongue.
(timestamp: for keeps)
Title: Fresh Ink and Blueberry Muffins
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Word Count: 6200
Rating: R (with maybe a tiny slip into nc-17 territory, just to be safe).
Summary: Five years should have been enough time to get over Jared. Jensen finds out that it doesn't even come close. (Alternatively, the one where Jensen is a tattoo artist and Jared has one hell of a sweet tooth.)
Title: love or death, grab an end, pull hard, and make a wish
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 2300
Summary: Rookie mistake number one: the sheriff should have put the handcuffs on a notch tighter. (Or, how I spent my summer vacation, by Jensen Ackles, serial killer.)
Title: Like Silver on Your Tongue
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: PG
Word Count: 3300
Summary: Your mouth is soft, your tongue is silver, and your teeth are gemstones cut to size.
Title: Trigger Warning
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Word count: 1400
Rated: R
Summary: Things are starting to come back to Jared. Things like blinding grit in his eyes and collateral damage.
Title: Black Irises and Sunshine
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: R
Word Count: 2100
Notes: a gift for tattooeddevil for spnspringfling for the prompt show 'em what you're made of.
Title: Superstar
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 1400
Summary: Porn stars! Slightly effeminate Jared! That's plenty enough plot, if you ask me.
Title: Dear Mr Fantasy
Genre: Jared/girl!Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 2200
Summary: (from the prompt) Jensen's in the middle of the massive crowd at a rock concert, everyone packed in tight, when she feels a guy press up behind her. She can't turn to see what he's doing, but he can feel his huge hands roaming over her body, sliding up under her skirt.
Title: Double the Fun
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 1300
Summary: Both boys like to bottom and they need to find a way to make everybody happy.
Title: Goodnight, Sweetheart
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 2500
Summary: Children need consistency. Ritual is important.
Title: A Perfect Companion
Genre: Jared/Jensen, Jared/OMD
Word count: 1900
Rating: nc-17
Summary: (from the prompt) Jensen wants to watch a dog lick Jared's genitals and ass, to see him go from flaccid to coming just from the dog's tongue.
Title: Pearly Whites
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Word Count: 1230
Summary: Jensen really likes Jared's teeth. That's it. That's the plot.
Title: come home with me
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word Count: 2500
Rating: nc-17
Summary: Jensen always gets what he wants, and right now he wants Jared, that new bouncer over there.
Title: Legion
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 9600
Summary: As a paranormal investigator, it's very rare that Jensen encounters the inexplicable. His typical clientele would benefit more from weekly therapy sessions than the services of an exorcist. All of this changes the moment he meets his newest client, a guy who keeps insisting that he's boring, nothing special, and turns out to be anything but ordinary.
Title: Shine On
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word count: 3600
Rating: nc-17
Warnings: underage, mental illness, institutionalization, violence both implied and actual, breathplay and slight comeplay, unsympathetic characterization.
Summary: Jensen's had a lifetime of people who want to help him, of being told that his version of reality isn't the right one. Then Jared shows up and everything changes.
Title: finger lickin' good
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 1,100
Notes: written for tebtosca's boathouse shindig a while ago. originally posted here. If plot is what you want, this is not the droid you're looking for.
Summary: Jensen has a hand kink and likes to watch Jared lick barbecue sauce off of his fingers when they go to their favorite joint for lunch.
Title: No Strings Attached
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 2800
Notes: Written for salt_burn_porn for blackrabbit42's awesome prompt no strings attached, which also served as the only title my poor addled brain could come up with. Thank you for the wonderful prompt and for going the extra mile to beta this puppy. Warning for a vague sorta quasi-somnophilia.
Summary: Jared realizes that it's a little less than sane when he starts to talk to the puppets he makes. He never expected that one of them might start talking back.
Title: know it while you have it
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2300Summary: Jared can't wait for his stepbrother to get home from college, and it's not for any of the right reasons.
Title: Evolution
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word count: 3500
Rating: NC-17
Summary: True love and the zombie apocalypse.
Title: Y'all and the Wall
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1,000 or thereabouts
Summary: Jared really, really likes Jensen's longer, slicked back hair.
Title: Dirty Little Secret
Genre: Jared/Jensen/Osric
Rated: NC-17
Word Count: 3300
Notes: Written for this prompt over at the
spn_masquerade. Many thanks for the original requester for giving me an opportunity to indulge my size!kink.
Summary: Jared and Jensen spitroast Osric. That's it. That's the plot. (Or, for formality: Jared and Jensen have a secret, and they want Osric to find out about it.)
Title: Second Star to the Right and Straight on Till Morning
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Word Count: 26,000
Notes: Written for the 2014 spn_j2_bigbang.
Summary: Jared's life has always been mapped out for him: get good grades so he can get into a high-ranked college, get more good grades so he can get into an internship at a prestigious architecture firm, then land an even better job. When his uncle needs help remodeling his house, Jared volunteers. Soon after arriving at the tiny barrier island, however, he finds himself drawn into the laid back life of the locals, and one local in particular.
Jensen does alright for himself. A part-time gig at the local bar down on the main drag, along with the occasional repair work when his buddies wreck their surfboards keeps him from starving. He has a great group of friends, who know not to mention it when he talks in circles or his hands shake a little. He also has Jared now, who makes him see his home in a whole different way, and he's not too sure how things are going to look when it's time hand him back to the real world.
Title: The Last Time
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2,100
Summary: This will be the last time. It has to be.
Title: i like my body when it is with your body
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word Count: 3,400
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jensen accidentally sees a different side of his best friend’s kid brother. He likes it.
Title: Intercept
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word Count: 10,000
Summary: Two years ago, Jensen gave up storm chasing, and gave Jared up right along with it. He should have known that it would only be a matter of time until he gets sucked back in.
Title: Present Tense
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rated: R
Word Count: 2,000
Summary: Jared had been sold into service to save his life, and in turn he would come to save the life of someone else, a boy about his age who wore glasses and had freckles on his nose, who had always been quiet and had never been very good at making friends.
Title: You Crazy Diamond
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word count: 4,900
Rating: NC-17
Notes: Written for salt_burn_porn for the prompt: leather belt.
Warnings for mental illness, violence, bloodplay, comeplay, abuse of authority, dub-con all over the place, unsympathetic characterizations and self-indulgent writing.
Summary: There are a lot of different kinds of crazy and Jensen’s seen most of them. They’re always there, and they’re always gonna be there. The trick is to not let them seep in, gain ground. Then Jared comes along.
Title: Freak Show
Genre: Jared/Jensen Historical AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3600
Summary: The circus comes to town and brings a surprise or two with it.
Title: Cat and Mouse
Rated: NC-17
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word Count: 2,800
Warnings: h/c, prostitution, slight bloodplay, D/s undertones. I fear it’s not as cracky as the summary might suggest.
Summary: So a vampire and a hooker walk into a bar…
Title: a first time for everything
Genre: Jared/Jensen High School AU
Rated: NC-17
Word count: 7,300
Warning: Underage (although not explicitly stated, I think the boys are around 16-17ish here), barebacking, variable levels of schmoop and good ol’ fashioned teen angst.
Summary: In which Jared announces that his family is moving, and Jensen suddenly becomes very concerned with time.
Title: you gotta promise not to stop when i say when
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2500
Warnings: hooker!fic, manhandling, rimming, rough sex, mild painplay and breathplay.
Summary: There are some things you can’t tell your best friend, your doctor, or even your lawyer.
Title: learn me hard
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word count: 4k
Notes: Warnings for underage sex and May/December hijinks.
Summary: Alright. So Jared definitely has a thing for the kid next door.
Title: Your Wish is My Command
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Word Count: 5,000
Notes: Written for
salt_burn_porn, for
laisserais's wonderful prompt: rub you the right way.
Summary: Jared never knew that his job as a dealer in fine antiquities would be this interesting.
Title: Night Shift
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2600
Summary/Prompt: Jared is a hooker, Jensen is an undercover cop on a sting.
Title: Together Like the Devil and Sin
Genre: J2 AU
Word Count: 28,000
Rating: NC-17
Summary: A few nights a week, Jared lights a candle in the window and opens the doors to his speakeasy, welcoming one and all, so long as they know the password and how to keep their mouths shut. When the liquor starts to dry up and the revenuers start closing in, Jared is forced to hang all of his fortunes on Jensen, a bootlegger who offers him a lot of pretty promises and an even prettier smile. Together, they set off on a run that will take them from mountain hollows to metropolitan hideouts, from backwoods shacks to ritzy hotels and all points in between. They couldn't be more different; Jared is unassuming, low-keyed, and Jensen is as flashy as his souped-up Buick, but they soon discover that they have a lot more than moonshine in common.
Notes: Written for the 2013 round of spn_j2_bigbang.
Title: One More Miracle
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: R
Word Count: 1,400 or so
Notes: Written for spnspringfling for the prompt: The king's taken back the throne.
Title: The Oldest Trick in the Book
Genre: Jensen/Misha
Rated: NC-17
Word Count: 1,800
Notes: Written for spnspringfling for the prompt: stole my money, took my car
Title: kneel right down and pray for you
Genre: J2
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Sometimes Jared gets this itch, and he's left with no choice but to scratch it.
Title: At Your Service
Genre: J2
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jared doesn't know what to expect when he accepts a position as an assistant to Jensen Ackles, but it sure as hell isn't this.
Title: Stars
Genre: J2
Rating: PG
Summary: written for the prompt first touches and kisses over at insmallpackages.
Title: After the Sky Falls
Genre: J2
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 7200
Warning: Apocalyptic scenario
Summary: West is where we all plan to go someday.
Title: Additional Charges May Apply
Genre: J2
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3700
Summary: Jensen is a phone sex operator and Jared has a habit of dialing wrong numbers.
Title: On the Clock
Genre: J2
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1800
Summary: Written for the prompt: office workers, after hours.
Title: the least of our sins
Genre: Jared/Jensen/Misha/JDM
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4000
Warnings: vampire AU, bloodplay, dub-con
Summary: "Leave it to you to pick the cabin boy."
Title: Wake Up
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1200
Summary: Jared is fixated with Jensen's mouth.
Title: Tilting at Windmills
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 30,000
Notes: Written for the 201 spn_j2_bigbang.
Summary: As a student of folklore and mythology, Jared is more at home in dusty libraries than in remote mountain villages, but curiosity and the lure of adventure have him following a path laid out in a centuries old journal. He chooses Jensen - or perhaps it's more like Jensen chooses him - as a guide, the only man off-kilter enough to buy into his plans. Each and every step takes them deeper into a world Jared never knew existed outside of fairy tales; a place where people still believe in magic and it's important to never forget to feed the dragon.
Title: Pretty as a Picture
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3600
Notes: Fair warning for underage sex and drinking, May/December hijinks, dubious consent, and jet-lagged self-indulgent writing.
Summary: Alright. So maybe Jared has a thing for the kid next door.
Title: Are You Listening?
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3100
Genre: J2 College AU
Summary: Jared is very distracting. Jensen doesn't mind it.
Title: waiting on some beautiful boy
Genre: J2 non-au
Rating: pg
Word count: 2000
Summary: Five years is a long time to wait.
Title: Four Corners
Genre: J2 AU
Word count: 2,300
Warning: Quasi-hooker!fic. Homelessness. Underage. Written for blindfold_spn.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jensen has never been one to turn down a dare.
Title: Electricity
Genre: J2 College AU
Rated: PG
Word Count: 1000
Notes: Written fo insmallpackages, for the promp awkward accidental kiss.
Title: I'm Slowly Turning into You
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Words: 4200
Laundry list of warnings: Knotting, Alpha!Jensen, Omega!Jared, surprise!heat, marking, claiming, rough sex, lots of self lubrication, underage (Sorta. Jared's 16, and that's my quite arbitrarily chosen age of consent), D/s, rimming, and student/teacher dynamics. Oh, and surprisingly, schmoop.
Summary: There is only one person in Jared's life who has never lied to him.
Title: Six Hundred to Graceland
Genre: J2 College AU
Rating: NC-17
Words: 7,200
Summary: Sometimes it's impossible to know where you're going until you're already half the way there.
Notes: Written for the spn_j2_xmas exchange. A gift for neros_violin.
Title: The Same Boy You've Always Known
Genre: J2AU
Rating: NC-17
Words: 6,000
Summary: Written for spn_reversebang. It's not all that much fun falling for your best friend, particularly when the guy can't seem to keep his hands to himself.
Title: Song and Dance
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Words: 3100
Summary: In which Jared has an unusual job, and Jensen is his somewhat befuddled and rather besotted roommate.
Note: Written fo transfixeddream’s prompt business attire ver a salt_burn_porn
Title: I'm Ready for My Close-Up
Genre: J2 non-AU
Word Count: 1200
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jensen is preparing for an audition, and it's Jared's job to lend a hand.
Title: Is This Seat Taken?
Genre: J2 AU
Word Count: 2500
Rating: pg-13
Summary: Jared's morning commute is about to get a lot less boring.
Title: Come Pick Me Up
Genre: J2 non-AU
Word Count: 2800
Rating: NC-17
Summary: It's been a few years since the show ended, but there are somethings that are impossible to leave behind. Written for blindfold_spn
Title: Yesterdays
Genre: J2 HS AU
Word Count: 9,800
Rating: Hard R
Summary: They were eleven years old when they became blood brothers. A lot has changed since then, and a lot has not.
++Timestamp: Two Steps Forward
Title: Time's Up
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1,000 on the nose, interestingly. I couldn't do that if I tried.
Summary: Jensen has a lot of work to finish, and Jared is getting impatient.
Title: Better than Moonshine
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 33,000
Summary: After publishing a few dime store paperbacks and one novel that scored decent critical success, Jensen's in a bit of a rut. He's got an editor breathing down his neck, an overdue novel that needs to be written, and a weeklong workshop to lead on beating writer's block. To top it off, he has a vicarious one-night stand, and now the guy keeps showing up all over the place. It turns out that a little petty larceny, a car crash, and possible blackmail--all in the name of fun--might be exactly what he needs to kick-start his writing again.
Note: Written for the 2011 spn_j2_bigbang challenge.
Title: Feral
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4,000
Warnings: Slave fic, dub-con, slight bloodplay, rimming, animalistic behavior. (I fear all these warnings make the thing sound a lot darker than it is, perhaps.)
Notes: Written for this prompt at the spn_hardcore comment fic fest.
Title: Bizarre Love Triangle
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 7,500
Summary: In which Jensen hates his nickname and Jared looks very good in pink. Jensen's also carrying a torch for his best friend, but that's another thing entirely.
Title: Crush
Genre: Jared/Jensen Highschool AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 5,000
Summary: Jensen's got a reputation to uphold. When a new guy shows up at school and won't spare him a second glance, Jensen sees it as a challenge. It gets a little complicated when Jensen finds out he might sort of like the guy.
++Timestamp: Tell Me // NC-17 // 2,000 words // Summary: Jensen sneaks out. It's a good thing that Jared is always willing to let him in.
Title: Higher Learning
Genre: Jared/Jensen College AU
Word Count: 1,500
Rating: NC-17 (just to be on the safe side)
Summary: It's final exams week, and Jared thinks that Jensen just needs to find a way to unwind.
Title: Devotion
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Words: ~2k
Notes: Written for salt_burn_porn
Summary: There's something about the underground music scene that pulls Jared right in. He's not the only one.
Title: Feeling is First
Rating: NC17
Genre: J2 AU
W/C: ~1,600
Warnings: This sort of doubles as a summary, too. Hooker!Jensen, blindfold kink, a smattering of D/s and a cherry on top.
Notes: Written for salt_burn_porn
Title: A Handful of Rain
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~33,000
Disclaimer: I think we all know this isn't how it happened. Warnings: Substance abuse, strong language, and heed the rating.
Summary: Life on the streets had taught Jensen that everything came with a price. Family was a word that meant the people who kicked you out, religion was nothing more than a free meal, and salvation something that he could buy for ten bucks a hit down on the bad side of town. Scoring had become his full-time job, and finding a safe place to sleep was what he did in his time off. It was only a matter of time until this life caught up with him. Now, strung out and with no where else to go, Jensen finds himself following his feet to a place he never thought he would go--to the home of a stranger who can unfailingly see past Jensen's mistakes, and who can see right through to the good that is still left within him. The challenge is getting Jensen to see it as well.
Notes: Written for the 2010 spn_j2_bigbang challenge.
Title: Feed a Fever
Genre: Jensen/Chris/Steve (well, you know, not J2, but I didn’t want to make a whole new category for one little fic)
Rating: PG
Word Count: 1,002
Title: Here and Now
Rating: PG
Genre: J2 RPS
Word Count: ~450
Summary: Written for the spn_30snapshots
Title: Where the Truth is Found
Genre: J2 RPS
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~600
Title: A Thousand Miles Behind
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC17
Word Count: ~30,000 in five parts and epilogue.
Summary: Jensen knew that he wasn't an uptight person--he was just organized. Jared wasn't as irresponsible as Jensen thought he was--he just knew how to kick back and have a good time. For very different reasons, they each decide to take a cross-country road trip to the west coast. Because of some unexpected circumstances, they end up learning a little about themselves and a lot about each other.
Title: The Road to Where You Are
Genre: Jared/Jensen RPS AU
Rating: PG
Word Count: 24,000
Summary: When Jared's best friend, Jensen - who he's had a crush on for years, tells him he is going to get married, he leaves everything behind and runs away to Europe. When Jared returns five years later for his father's funeral, Jensen is there too, and Jared discovers that leaving the past behind isn't as easy as he first thought.
Title: When Morning Comes
Genre: Jared/Jensen RPS
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~6,000
Summary: A series of nighttime encounters between them leads to something they never expected but always hoped for.
Title: Jumping in Feet First
Genre: J2 RPS
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~6,500
Summary: Jared knew there was something off with Jensen. For one thing, filming was on hiatus, so why was he still in Vancouver?
Sam/Dean
Title: Love Makes Monsters
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 1700
Summary: Sam's sure of only two things in this world.
Title: Argonaut
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 1000
Summary: Dean's never been able to deny Sam anything, not when he sounds like this, and even when he doesn't.
Title: be mine, valentine
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: R (mostly for gore)
Word Count: 1000
Summary: Eat your heart out.
Title: Pepto-pink
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: nc-17
Word count: i don't even know. maybe like 650 or so.
Summary: Pretty sure this is the ladies', Sam.
Title: The Cherry on Top
Genre: Sam/Dean
Word count: 1800
Rating: nc-17
Summary: um. Alright. Sam is fourteen years old and toppy as hell. (in other words, there is no plot to summarize. there's hardly even a scenario.)
Title: That Book by Nabokov
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rated: nc-17
Word Count: 2400
Summary: On Sam's fourteenth birthday, Dean stops touching him.
Title: Most Things Happen Somewhere Else
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 3400
Summary: A storm is ripping across the plains the night that the guy shows up.
Title: Dead Leaves and the Dirty Ground
Genre: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 2000
Rating: nc-17
Summary: (from the prompt) Dean likes it rough, and Sam likes to give Dean what he wants.
Title: Slippery When Wet
Genre: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 2050
Rating: NC-17
Summary: The boys get cleaned up after a hunt, and end up getting more filthy.
Title: Fallout
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3000
Summary: Two days ago, Sam screwed his brother. One hour ago, Dean came back.
Title: you're the only one that's mine
Genre: Sam/girl!Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3100
Notes: Written for this prompt over at
spn_masquerade. Warning for underage. Title from Murder by Death's "Brother." This is miles outside of my comfort zone, which I suppose is what the challenge is all about. Mighty shaky on it, folks, and concrit is very welcome.
Summary: Dean gets injured on a hunt and Sam has to patch her up. Things get a little out of hand.
Title: 7/4/1996
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 2500
Notes: written for this prompt over at
spn_masquerade Many thanks to the original requester. Warning for underage.
Summary: We've all seen what happened when Dean took Sam out to that field to light off fireworks, but we don't know what might have happened after.
Title: snips and snails and puppy dog tails, that's what little boys are made of
Genre: Sam/Dean/Emma (but it's probably safe to say it's all about the wincest, folks)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3,000
Notes: A spin off of the ending of Slice Girls in which the Winchesters don't kill Emma, and written for this prompt over at
spnkink_meme.
Warnings: Underage, violence, training, double penetration, a whole pile of psychological fuckery, abuse, dub-con, daddy!kink, parental and fraternal incest. Sam and Dean are not at all good guys in this fic.
Summary: In the end, Sam can't do it. She still tried to kill his brother, though, and he still hates her. That doesn't change.
Title: Unraveled
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3,000
Notes: Written for the
smpc. Pre-series, Stanford-era AU. Warnings for bloodplay, dub-con and werewolves!
Summary: Dean's got a silver bullet in his clip, a second in the number two slot and the need to see Sam just one more time.
Title: The Axe that Clears the Forest
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 12,000
Warnings: violence, blood, gore, dark!Winchesters, multiple pov's, major and minor character death (Try and roll with me on this one guys. Death is sorta the whole point here, except in all the ways that it really, truly isn't. That being said, please feel free to pm me if you have any concerns.)
Summary: No one knows how they died, but one man knows how to bring them back. One night a year he resurrects them, and uses them as a tool to exact revenge on the people who have betrayed him. Of course, it's almost impossible to control a Winchester.
Title: bury my heart next to yours
Words: 14,500
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: dub-con, horror, violence, abuse, mentions of slavery in an historical context
Summary: Some things are rock-solid truths: the sky is blue, monsters are real, Sam’s in love with his brother, and he’s never going to tell him. Alright, so maybe Sam’s a little shaky on that last one, and one night he slips up. In an attempt to re-establish their fragile status quo, the boys head down to the low country, to a crumbling plantation house in South Carolina, chasing reports of a vengeful and violent poltergeist. The two of them unravel the case layer by layer, revealing the house’s dark past, and secrets that may bring the brothers closer together after all.
Title: Closer
Genre: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 2,000
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Docking
Summary: Sometimes, Sam can't get close enough to Dean.
Title: Watch the Bed Burn
Genre: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 2,300
Rating: NC-17
Warning: rough sex, violence
Summary: Sam thinks, not for the first time, how strange it is to love someone so much and still want to make them bleed.
Title: Wipe the Clock
Genre: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 17,000
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Violence
Summary: Camp Chitaqua, 2014: Five years after the worst decision that Dean has ever made, a man wearing a white suit stumbles into camp, lost and confused. Sam's memories are a jigsaw puzzle and none of the pieces seem to fit, the only thing he knows for sure is that he had to get to Dean. Between the recon missions and the supply runs, the demons and the croats, Dean struggles to hide Sam in plain sight, and to fight off the increasingly insistent advances of a man who does not remember that he is Dean's brother. Written for the 2012 samdean_otp inibang.
Title: Winner Takes All
Genre: Sam/Dean
Word Count: 1200
Summary: Dean loses a bet.
Title: Sacrament
Genre: Sam/Dean AU
Rating: R
Word Count: ~15000
Warnings: Violence, religious themes
Notes: Written for th samdean_otpminibang challenge.
Summary: In Seminary, Sam cultivated a love of knowledge and of God, in exactly that order. He was taught that vampires were real, that silver could take down a werewolf, and that belief could be a living, breathing thing. In Seminary, Dean learned how to fight. Most of all, Dean learned to have faith in his brother. They were both introduced to the true meaning of war. Now the war is finished and the church has disbanded their sect of elite warriors, leaving them to fend in an unfamiliar civilian society. They are ragtag refugees of a war everyone tries to forget. For Sam and Dean, however, the fight is far from over.
Title: Blow Me, Sam
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2,200
Written for blindfold_spn for the prompt: Sam gets hit with an obedience spell.
Title: An Absence of Violence
Genre: Sam/Dean (pre-series)
Rating: R Warnings: Hurt!Dean, borderline for underage.
Word Count: 1,900
Summary: Dean finally comes home. He's in pretty bad shape.
Title: Beyond the Reach of Mercy
Genre: Sam/Dean
WC: 2000 Rating:
Hard R
Summary: It's the end of the world, and Dean can't stop moving.
Title: It's How You Play the Game
Rating: NC-17 (just to be safe, maybe more like a hard R)
Word Count: ~1,800
Summary: Dean teaches Sam how to play pool.
Title: Three Letters Long
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: pg-13 for language, and implied wincest.
Word Count: ~2,000
Summary: It's been a week since the dust has settled, and nothing much has changed, except that Sam is slipping.
Title: all by all and deep by deep
Genre: Sam/Dean
Rating: Hard R
W/C: ~3,000
Summary: what's beyond logic happens beneath will; nor can these moments be translated.