im a very bitter person. bleh.

i hate feeling uncomfortable
i guess thats the point of uncomfortable-ness.
its not sposed to be comfortable

i guess i'll go practice and go to choir. maybe i'll just practice ( Read more... )

uh i havent gotten anything done

i slept till 11 today. technically i had class at 10. but i dropped it. mmmm dropping classes. so, i used personal time for work thinking i had class, and now i've got nothing to do. except write three papers. which is quite a bit to do since they're not bs papers. one is on ragas and the basis for their music theory, and to pick one other culture ( Read more... )

life is good

I have a job interview at Express tomorrow at 3:30. I am so excited. If I could just stay on the south side all the time, I'd save gas money, time, and stress from having to work 22-24 hours a weekend. And I'd get to dress cute all the time, NOT have to count fricken money all day and deal with longs and shorts and the room not balancing and ( Read more... )

going to hand in my application to kohls that i didnt think i had to turn in since i thought i had a frickin job.
i officially hate walmart.
as soon as i quit. i will never set foot in one again. unless they have some amazing sale. like a free computer or something. or handouts of thousands of dollars. or if i want to visit someone.
ok whatever.

starting tomorrow i will attempt to..... sleep a normal schedule... not spend any money... rekindle my love for piano (how?)... not get pissed because i'm training my manager (wtf.)... ummm i dont know ( Read more... )

im stuck right now. life consists of work and sleep. too much sleep. i cant keep blaming this on mono for too much longer. its been quite a while.
if i laid down right now. i'd probably sleep 3 more hours. maybe more. i already took a 2 hour nap.
somethings wrong with me.
i need a shower.