OMG IM SO FUCKING CONFUSED!!!!

hahahah whaaaat is happening???

today was a good day... we beat st. mark's and i FINALLY came out of my like fucking TWO WEEK slump. i scored 3 goals and got an assist. OMG IT WAS SO GREAT I PASSED TO EMMA AND SHE SCORED! it was amazing and i was likes MISSION ACCOMPLISHED. ive been trying to get that girl to score for a whiiiile. haha, fun times. and tonight is like a catching ( Read more... )

oooh mannn.. crazy shit's goin on.

LEAGUE FUCKING CHAMPIONS today... we tied to berwick... we're undefeated... we're the shit. go WVH.

so i've been inspired... i CAN do it, i really can... i swear, it's possible.
i have potential, as much as after GPA shit it seemed like i didn't ( Read more... )

"Black"

Hey...oooh...
Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me as her body once did
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn
Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands ( Read more... )

i'm SO mother fucking pissed right now there like aren't words... AHHHHHHHH. i hate my fucking parents... and i probably shouldn't even be this mad about it... but i am! and that makes me 2304982034983 times angier. FUUUUCK, i hate myself right now/like all day... soooooomeone shoot me. but shoot my parents first so i can have some fun for at least ( Read more... )

wow... i dont deserve to have any friends...

dont feel compelled to respond to that... no need to... i dunno.. make me feel better or something... it's not an "i want attention" call... but i SUCK.

today was the shiiiit. so first alex sydney and i went over to hala's and we went sledding in her back yard and then we went in and ate chips and mac n cheese and brownies, and then while hala and mrs. abu-eid took sydney to the T al and i stayed in their house and went online and raided the kitchen some more. haha.. i love their house... so then ( Read more... )

1. Reply to this post if you'd like some ego boosting ( Read more... )

so i had a lj before... and i forgot the password.. oops. haha... im preeeeetty sure i wont forget this one though :). and just so you know why its rise above... it's not COMPLETELY random ( Read more... )