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don't ask me if i'm falling for you when the answer doesn't matter either way. if i am, it's of no consequence to you-you are already taken. if i am, i cannot have you. if you ask out of curiosity-it's not something you need to know. and if you ask because you are falling for me and want to know if the feeling is mutual,it is still not something ( Read more... ) -
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you never really understood
maybe never really believed
i told you the truth
tried to make you see
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I hate that I have to pretend.
Fake smile.
Fake sparkle in my eyes.
Didn't think I was capable of pretending.
What happened to me?
I'm not sad. Not depressed.
But I sure as hell am not happy every day.
If I'm not,they shy away.
When I fake it they tell me how awesome I am and I need to be like this more often.
Fuck you.
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hm.it's funny how much my userpic actually fits ( Read more... ) -
lost and delirious.lost in the sands of time
how perfectly those have always been my tag lines. i wish i could drag my head out of the past but i never seem to be able to.i can manage to look at the present but the future is impossible because i'm looking too far back ( Read more... ) -
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when i say don't worry about hurting me. i KNOW i'm worth the worry.that isn't the issue ( Read more... ) -
a new description of me
i wonder that i ever posted the old one i had. hm...
"a girl who wants to know why i do everything. why i think. why i want. she is like me in theory and nothing like me frame to frame. she is as thin as a rail that you slide down but you would call her a banister because she looks fancy. more articulated than an engine and always going. she is ( Read more... ) -
california trip
these are the only 2 pictures i care about from the trip. otherwise,it sucked.seattle was good but they wouldn't let me have any pictures damn it. god i miss them.
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wow am i glad i'm a lesbian
so reading a post of lydia's about some super 'i'm black and the white race opressed my people fifty billion years ago so i'm going to be really rasist but tell you im not racist' woman,i follwed the link to her journal,picked up a link on that journal to some shit about a bunch of things a girl should or shouldn't do in bed..wich followed to a ( Read more... )
