my life sux, the only person who cared could care less and now i have no one. i am not on my laptop so i wont be on a little while longer so shit! i hate you, i hate me, and i hate my life. if anyone has any advice tell me in school. i g2g, peace out!

today was really fun. after school i went to sarah's house and started my math hw, never finished it there. than i went to baskin robins and got a mint chocolate shake. than i went to my new house and painted the doors in my moms room. after that i went home, finished my hw, talked to people online and on the phone, and all that good stuff. i am so ( Read more... )

um.............i dont know wut to write. so, i cant wait till homecomming cause i am going to drink tons of shit.i am going to see cheese, adam, and nick, i cant wait. i love CHEESE! um..................................... i still dont know wut to write. la la la la! im bored. i guess school was ok. not sure though. i dont remember much cause i was ( Read more... )

well today was my sophmore class committe meeting and it went well. i am running for homecomming court again. nothing new there. i gave everyone an idea that we should do some volenteer work around our district. everyone loved it! i went to sarahs and did my h.w., gross i hate homework. i came home and ate than talked on the phone for an hour with ( Read more... )

today started out ok. i got to school and went to my first period class (english)and had to sit in the front of the room cause i was late. than everything went ok till chorus. i walked in the door and who did i see my ex(eric)and his gf(gina). i almost died when i found out she was in the class. than i went ot the rest of my classes and during last ( Read more... )

ok, today wasnt as bad. i spent the weekend with sarah roush. than today we had a bbq at her house, which was ok exept that a friend of my dad and stepmom's was there because she is dating sarah's cousin's best friend. we went in the pool which was fun. than me and sarah left for a bike ride and i got some rum and some other shit and i was like yea ( Read more... )

today was just as bad. ok yea people commented on my lj which made me feel slightly better but i am still miserable. i still am upset about my aunt and other things. one thing i had found out about is that my bf is smoking pot and doing other shit like that. i had known about it for a few weeks and it didnt bother me till yesterdday. i wanted him ( Read more... )

well, this is for anyone who cares about wut i am going through right now. i just got back from florida and once again found out no one posted any comments on my lj. thanx alot! well anyways, i got back and i found out my aunt has cancer and she is pregnant, my great grandmother is going home from the hospital,my mom and step dad are going to get a ( Read more... )

ok, yesterday i went to playland where i met dean and rob, and sarah went with me. we went to see bowling for soup in concert. i got to see the concert and than meet them in person. i got them all to sign my vans belt. than i took off my "im with the band shirt to have the lead singer and guitarist (jaret) sign the back. sarah got her cd signed. i ( Read more... )

ok,hi everyone. i wont be here for two weeks so i wont be updating for that long. this week i am going with my aunt either north carolina or pennsylvania. than that next week i will be with my dad and i am not sure where we are going yet but we will decide by than. this weekend is the ossining parade and i am so exited for it cause i know it will ( Read more... )