I just want to thank everyone for expressing their concern. I appreciate it, but really, I'm fine ( Read more... )

He's gone. It's over ( Read more... )

I got in about 2 hours ago. Nigel was completely pissed off, but there was nothing I could do about it. I had just enough time to jump in the shower and shave. Dean is doing my hair now as I'm typing this up and everyone is giving me dirty glances because I'm causing auditions to run late. Can't have the audition footage with out your host looking ( Read more... )

I'm glad I held off on arriving in St. Louis for as long as I did, because there is absolutely nothing to do here. Simon was right. Maybe if we get off early enough I'll go down and visit the arch, just because, or see if there's a game playing. That's the only two things I can think of when it comes to St. Louis ( Read more... )

// Sometimes I think/ Things are overwhelming/ Sometimes I think/ I don't know what I'll do/ But I forget the world/ And everything around me/ That's what I think/ When I think about you//I couldn't have asked for anything better this weekend. I spent every waking moment just being with him, and even when we slept we were never far apart. I ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to get spoiled sleeping next to him everynight. I'll be the first to admit that our relationship is far from perfect, but at the end of the day when we're falling asleep in each others arms, it makes it all well worth it. I really need to get my act together though. So far I have not yet had to deal with seriously angry Clay. Just ( Read more... )

So, I'm in Cleveland last night and a certain someone decided to pay me a visit. I think I got my work out for the rest of the week. He came bearing a nice surprise too, and it was incredibly fucking sexy ( Read more... )

For those of you who listen in daily to my morning show on KIIS fm, you may have noticed I took the day off. We aired a best off instead, I just wasn't really feeling it.

I know that all good things must come to an end, but this show was my show. I gave birth to the whole idea and now it's nothing but a distant memory really. I'm glad though that ( Read more... )

So, there really isn't too much to say right now. I'm at a bit of a plateau in my life and for once, I don't know where everything is headed. It's a little scary to have that feeling, and I'm sure I'll shake it in due time, but for now ( Read more... )

So, I flunked my baby test. How sad is that? I got a big fat "f" but I didn't take this thing seriously. I mean, if it was a real kid, I wouldn't shove it in the overhead compartment on the airplane because she's crying and annoying the passengers. So yeah. It just made me aware that being a father is more complicated than I ever imagined. The only ( Read more... )