The reason I'm updating this is so that future me can see me and remember me. I am sick with the flu lying in the family room on the pull out peach couch watching CSI: Las Vegas. I'm having a bad weekend, it was supposed to be good. I think I was way too obsessed with Stephen when I was younger and I think I get my hopes up with guys which is ( Read more... )

so as noone really uses this I was about to delete it

however now, I don't want to as it contains old memories and feelings that I went through, pretty cool

STephen hahaha that's a joke

i'm sitting here. thinking ( Read more... )

lies will just make things worse in the end

explain and fight

but don't lie

don't ever lie

agree???
~rae~
xoxoxo

ok so i usually have kind of good days that are often filled with some crappy things along the way. but omg suprisingly thurdsaday and today have been amazing days!! why idk. but still it's so nice and so much fun to have these good days. ok so thursday i won't go into but someone made me smile and i still am. because just those little comments ( Read more... )

p.s. i had to change my password cause i remembered that someone knew it before and checked it to see if there were any personal entries talk about a bitch lol

p.s.s. i'm hungry

p.s.s.s. are you supposed to add s's or p's??

My birthday is almost here. isn't that cool well not really that almost here but pretty almost here ( Read more... )

ok so my friends are just crying all aoround me every single one. and ya i know it's not as bad as someother's peoples problems i know that some people are utterly depressed and that doesn't compare with all the realationship problems in the world. but you need to understand that my friends problems are amazing to me they are pretty high up there ( Read more... )

hello...haven't wrote for a while...so i don't really like like anyone right now...i have about 10 guys in the back of my head but no one guy!! so emilie and i worked out the dan problems and now dan is going out with my friend...jessica beck...i am so happy for her. she like him alot more then me.. plus i realized that my girlies were righ about ( Read more... )

Drama is so confusing and hard to understand ( Read more... )