i'm busy like whoa from now on in; it is so crazy. i am going insane. i am even not having patience for little kids; i was out eating and i thought i was gonna run into the car because there were so many. then, i snapped at jen which was bad ( Read more... )

for me the best vacation ever is on a cruise ship. last year i went on the grand princess, which is princess cruises, may 18th which is the da after my bday. it was the best time i have ever had in my life. we flew down to fort lauderdale and sailed out of that port. well, the ship was huge and i cannot wait to go again this year ( Read more... )

oh yeah and i have three new nicknames.....

1.) dj slutty silk

2.) dj sneaky belly

3.) michi boom boom

ok thanks bye.....

ok today we'll have one update since i am leaving for ny soon and i won't be home until tomorrow. tomorrow i have shqipe's bridal shower, but i have had a little conversation with myself and i will contain myself and i will not get all emotional. i am just gonna go for a little bit and i will keep my head up and smile. i hope i don't get watery ( Read more... )

jen and i met mom and mike for dinner tonight.....it was the best conversation i have ever seen them have and we laughed, the four of us ( Read more... )

The thing is that my whole life i have never been great with words or expressing what i was thinking. I try to search for the right words and phrases to use, but nothing can ever do justice to what goes through my head or what i feel within my heart. All my life my face and body have been my communicating devices; i speak through facial expressions ( Read more... )

spring break has officially begun; the weather may not be great, but for the next week i have no school!!!!! good news- wednesday it will be 57 degrees and thursday 62 degrees.....yay ( Read more... )

wow so i have been going through my baby pictures and they make me feel so innocent and child like again (ofcourse except for the one where i am drinking the beer).....but yeah, they made me feel good after a rough couple of days.....i am redecorating my room. the walls are going to be painted either a rich blue, green or a brownish goldish. so ( Read more... )

i have been going through the picture albums for the last couple of hours to get my moods up. for some reason, when i look at my baby pictures i feel better at times. they bring me back to a stage of innocence; whenever i look at how small my arms or legs used to be, i always wish i could return back to that stage in my life. i always wonder how i ( Read more... )

class was crazy today. i saw another murder scene and i'm thinking i cannot go into family law. it takes guts do deal with this shit, and guts may be something i do not possess ( Read more... )