I fucking hate being sick soooo much. It's not so bad most of the day. But when I wake up... ugh! Waking up sucks in general. Anyway, I'm becoming more accustomed to this place; its less bleak than I previously thought. I still haven't really met anyone to hang out with but people are overrated anyway. I'm going to stop posting four letter titles ( Read more... )

I realize I've lived with dogs most of my life. Now I'm in an empty house and I want one but there's no pets allowed and I dunno what my living situation will be like in the summer. I should really be reading right now, but I'm geeking out and shit. I'm up to my neck in books. Keep forgetting to pay attention. Back to reading about fur trade ( Read more... )

Grey skies as far as the eye can see. Lacklustre frozen wasteland. The sun is still slightly visible through the clouds ( Read more... )

I hate how often I think its earlier than it actually is. I'll get lost in internetting for a few hours and feel like only a half hour has passed. My sense of time is really weird in how it dilates. I was listening to some minimal percussive/ambient recording I must've done last march or april, probably while playing hooky from work. In the ( Read more... )

There's a blizzard back home. Winter is acting as it should for the first time in a while. A white Christmas is coming. I don't even like Christmas. But I pretend a little bit for everyone else. This is the first year I've spent it away from home, and far away from home at that. It's kind of a relief, yet a bit disheartening. I guess I'm not really ( Read more... )

Facial hair thickening. Still a little patchy, but not bad. Have reached grizzly status. Travelin beard acquired. When I slept on the street a few nights ago I probably blended in with the homeless just fine, as they didnt bother to ask for change. Maybe I should start.

Winter gut not really achieved yet.

As everything came to a halt, I forced open the door. Looking around I saw nothing but desert and mesas. Yelling into the distance I was answered by not even an echo. All around me is a beautiful blend of blue and purple and red-orange unlike anything I've come across yet, but hinted at a few hours earlier near sunset as I watched the full moon ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I'm feeling really down (and there are a lot of things out there that can do it), I get this stream of consciousness that feels extremely relevant, highly progressive in my own mind, and quite poetically worded. I always wish I could somehow capture or record these moments, but the words come too fast to write or type, and simply ( Read more... )

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KITTY!!

Facial hair thickening. Still patchy. Not yet grizzly ( Read more... )