This impending move is driving me nuts. I'd be fine if it didn't weigh so heavily on my mind ALL the time. I'm one that has to prepare, take care of things right away. But no, this move is 2 months away and I can't even pack anything yet. That would just be stupid. Everything I look at, all I see is how I have to pack this, clean that, fix whatever ( Read more... )

That's what it says on my coffee mug I have chosen this morning - "Do A Kahlua" I wonder why they would put that on a coffee mug? LOL Inspiring one to start drinking at the crack of dawn? hehehe I'm just vegging this weekend. I'v not done much except the regular cleaning and groceries. Borrowed some movies and sat up late watching them. They were ( Read more... )

How my coffee turns out in the mornings usually sets my day. If it tastes awesome, then I am satisfied and have a good day. If it tastes like crap, then I have a crap day or have to work harder to be happy. Stupid, eh? I am totally addicted to the stuff - and love it :o))) hehehehe One day, when I am ready, I will quit for a month. Probably will ( Read more... )

God, I can practically fucking taste him thinking on me, it's so strong ( Read more... )

Things are changing. Fast. My whole attitude is calmer, I am more at peace and my overall outlook with everything is positive and happy. Still waiting for that damned new therapist but it seems like by the time I get one, I'll have most of the job done myself. Would be nice for help with the deeper unconsciuos stuff I don't understand or might not ( Read more... )

What a glorious day!! I got money, ergo I bought coffee, ergo I am happy again LOL Going to do all my bills and shopping today. Gonna rent a video tomorrow to watch with a nice family dinner. Gonna work on my proposal all weekend and take a break from massive cycling. This weekend is also slated for cleaning out the kitchen real good *sigh* Mom's ( Read more... )

The good news - I am feeling more awesome as each day passes, especially nowadays. I have a plan which excites me and gives me more incentive :o ( Read more... )

I'm not running away, I am out burning off useless old shite out of my system.

What a crap weekend!!! Well, I could say that if I wanted to dwell on the crap. Actually, it's been quite productive. I caught up with some old friends. Felt good to relax and just be lazy without feeling guilty. Should have gone out a bit more but going out shouldn't be the only thing that makes me feel great. Kept missing my best friend all ( Read more... )

Well, I been in a real bad mood lately but today am finally feeling the effects of working hard to keep my spirits up. I shouldn't get so mad at myself all the time. Gee, I am only human!! Anyhow, my immediate goal is to work on more consistancy. That's it. I have found my niche and ways to make everything work for me, so now it's consistancy and ( Read more... )