ok you guys you know that emo guy? the one who i have been searching for for so damn long?????????????????i found him and his more than i thought only one problem....hes bisexual and he prefers guys..

ok i am so scared now but things are starting to look up.. i am not sure whther or not i am ready to put down what it is i am scared of yet.. because if i say it i could jinx myself.. and i am jinxed enuff as it is! but neways i could have a job this time next week *crosses fingers* at mcdonalds and maybe one at the mayflower.. i need two.. i am ( Read more... )

i am posting on here so i can be completly honest maybe because to many ppl read my myspace.. i am feeling so alone and i have no direction at all i really like this guy here but there really is no point and i see that but yet i trick myself into having hope.. stupid me.. and i am out in the world with no money and i would be homeless if it wasnt ( Read more... )

well peeps i am home bound i guess its weird ya know i havebenn gone so long and i have been in the friggin army over a year ya know but what ever ill see what happens

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yup well i have had a pretty ok weekend ... i saw casey yesterday for about 2 hours

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ok well last night well hmm last night i dont even know what to say about it.. you know the guy i have a thing for here? (ya wilson i know you do) we kissed and i cant get him out of my head now.. i dont know what to do.. i feel like a 13 year old with a puppy dog crush on the quarterback.. grrr.. i dont even reallly like the quarterback type... ( Read more... )

alright casey is going to be in lodging this weekend yay and estatic yay.. because i am sure that all my friends know what that means teehee

ok i have finally found him!! his name is Matt and matt i am love with your picture.. and i am determined to meet you.. please if neone can help me locate him let me know!!!

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alright i have lost my mind please someone shoot me.. sgt maj has me doing a stupid detail because i have artistic ability.. they are using me.. oh well ill live i guess.. ne wyas i wrote the person i have a crush on a note and now i kinda wish i hadnt because i still dont know what he thinks.. and i think my letter might have infered something i ( Read more... )