Yes or no?
Better or worse?
I don't know what to choose
I'm so confused

To call or not?
Which will help me more?
I wouldn't know what to say
I don't know which cards to play

To talk or not?
Will it really help me through?
I don't want to make
Another rash mistake

Why can't I cry
When I think about what I've done?
Why didn't I care
When all this had begun?

Why can't I see
The wrong thats in this thing?
Why can't I feel
The pain that it must bring?

Why can't I coax one tear
When everyone else is crying?
Why don't I care?
I feel like I am dying

I was histerical and jumping and waving my arms and you just looked right past me and started talking to our friends. I was crying and screaming and I fell to my knees, but you just laughed at their jokes, you completely ignored me. You talked and you laughed as I looked blankly on. It seemed like to you I was gone. The tears running down my ( Read more... )

You want me to tell you how I feel but I can't. You want me to describe this feeling but I can't. You want me to stop, but I can't. You want me to feel, but I can't. You want me to be the old me, but I can't. I'm sorry that you had to become friends with me just before I changed like this. If you give up, I'd understand, I really would. I ( Read more... )

A tear on my cheek ( Read more... )

Today I met Xena, the Whorrior princess, or at least that's mine and Hilary's name for her. She's this new 8th grade girl at our school who is a complete and utter slut. She came to the ice cream social (welcome for new students) in a see through white tank top and high heels, those annoying flip-flop kind. It was actually was pretty funny ( Read more... )

To speak or not to speak
Should my family know?
To tell or not to tell
I'm scared, and rightly so

If I keep quiet
At least in one way I'll be secure
But maybe if I tell them
They could be my cure

There's no going back
If I let my secret slip
Because there's no way to save
An already sinking ship

I can't remember what happy feels like ( Read more... )

I've been known to wear ( Read more... )

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