Congratulation - Blue October

Is it weird, or odd, or abnormal, or pathetic, or whatever other negative adjective you can think of that I still miss him and want him back? It is not as bad now as it was; I have gotten better, but I still miss him, and still ache to be with him.

There are times that I make myself cry. Is that strange? I do it to remind myself that I am still human; that I still have emotions. Burying everything is so hard. It creates a void. . . an emptiness inside that only tears can fill ( Read more... )

I miss you so much. . . I need you.

sometimes, I just want to die.

I miss him so much right now. . .

I do not know what to do . . .

So, I am actually putting this down in writing, really weird, I know. I have decided that I am going to explore Buddhism. I had an epiphany the other day that I need more in my life. Some sort of greater meaning, and that immediately cancelled out Christianity; so, I had to do some research into other major religions. The only one that I can ( Read more... )

So, I was watching TV today, and one of the commercials for a church came on TV. It said that God never promised an easy life, but he did promise a blessed one, and when you have hard times he will be the strength for you. So, my question to this. How much does one person have to endure for these "trials." Being molested as a child? Being Gay ( Read more... )

Why is it people equate sexual orientation to the person you have sex to? Being gay or straight has little regard to which sex you choose to fuck, what matters is who you fall in love with.

I am 23 and never been in a real relationship. I miss Merv so much. He was the only person I trusted enough cry to, and of course, very few people realize how major that is in my life. I do not trust anyone. I fear that if I tell anyone my fears, or confide that DJ has his own problems in life they will use it against me. That, or they just do ( Read more... )

So, it is apparently now Texas' turn to get hit with a semi-major hurricane. Here comes Rita! Maybe my shelter will not be activated, but I really doubt that. People are not going to evacuate when asked to, or physcially cannot leave.