Only my Meridith isn't a person it's a lot more than that. This is such a transitional period of my life and I am not quite sure how to feel. I want to move out but I sit here alone in my home and realize I hate being alone not only hate it but fear it as well. How could I ever think I could live in my own house by myself all the time. I did it ( Read more... )

10 is the number of days I have left here in Sweden. Wow my four months is almost over here I can't believe it. Parts of me have changed and grown so much but I also feel I have backtracked a little and also some of me hasn't changed at all. I sit here typing because I really don't want to study for my last 4 hour exam on thursday night. Eww ( Read more... )

Just got back from Dublin and yes I ended up going by myself but actually I am glad I did because it made me realize how much I have changed and grown in the past (almost)four months. It is a feeling that I cannot explain and when I try to I sound like a babbling idiot, but I know what it means to be Rachelle. Not that I know exactly what I want ( Read more... )

SO I have been quite productive lately. Well I mean I will use the term productive loosely, but whatever. Anyways went to the gym today and then went into the locker room with Leena, my friend from Finland and we everyone was naked butt ass naked walking around like it is their job. I mean I know naturally Europeans are more open like that then ( Read more... )

So apparently my hibernation is going very well. Last night got a little drunk and vomited not good. Now it is 5pm and I am still in pj for the second day in the row. Wow I suck at life.

I sit here is about 4 o'clock and I have only been up for a little less than an hour. I sit here in my undies realizing that today will probably just be thrown aways but that is ok. It is sad really I am thinking I should go to the gym but I don't wanna get dressed and plus today is Sunday, God's day he wouldn't want me working out I am sure. ( Read more... )

I just got back from Finland had a great time. Saw gypsies so awesome. Anyways I have now upload all my pictures. Last night was hilarious messing with 17 year old drunk boys. So funny. Now I sit in my room just relaxing and I opened up my drape and looked out the window and I saw the most beautiful sunset. Yes it is only 4:15 and the sun is ( Read more... )

So today as I was walking home from the gym 9yes I actually went to the gym today) I was rocking out to Ace of Base naturally and all of a sudden an Asian man on a unicycle rode past me. He was quite good actually and I found it quite amusing I found myself laughing out loud. On a more sad note Mr.Michael passed away yesterday morning. We all ( Read more... )

So here I sit Friday night and doing nothing. I just finished reading absurd amounts of information on democracy and the Swedish Government and now back to my room where I found my kitchen taken over by Germans. I think I know how the people felt now in WWII. Then only to find an Asian man that strongly represents the Pest walking though my ( Read more... )

Umm so let me summarize my weekend. Got super depressed couldn't eat missed home cried for the first time in a while than yesterday realized that there is a homeless lady living in my hallway. She lays right in front of the elevator. I mean there is still a door between where she lays and my actual hallway that you need a code to get into thank ( Read more... )