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Vday
Tonight was the worst vday ever, my husband decided that i wasn't allowed to stay asleep and woke me up by sticking ear buds in my ears with blaring music. Then started yelling at me because it's valentines day and I went to sleep with out fucking him. I tried to leave the room and he blocked me in, I kicked and I screamed but he wouldn't let me go ( Read more... ) -
strange dreams
My dreams where so weird last night. I only remember them vaguely but the feelings stuck hard in my mind. I was older and at a school arguing with the teacher for making my daughter study something about God, then I made some obscene threats to the principle....and she turned into an alien , I barely escaped. Doctor who is invading my dreams! Or ( Read more... ) -
work work work random rants
My morning : Woke up at 0724 Shower , dress 0755 Call in to Conference call 0830 hang up conference call 0920 arrive at work , check rental car Find missing badge. Check emails , send emails , do work ( Read more... ) -
Jan 2
Today we went shopping in Seoul at Yongsan army base. Bought some new converse and Zoe some pink cowboy books with princesses on them.
I love Zoe she is my everything , I am finally happy in my life and part of a loving family.
Kevin is my world also, he is all man and I love him.
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New years
Happy new years ..welcome to the year 2011. This year I spent new years at home on the couch watching doctor who with my sister and daughter. I didn't even get a call from my husband until 17min after the hour a call I didn't answer because I am mad at him. I don't know why but I can not seem to capture his love. I am jealous of his relationship ( Read more... ) -
To you journal
I wish I brought you good news journal, but today was worse then yesterday. The last week has been nothing but fight with Kevin , I love him so much but I can't handle all of the bickering or the messiness. I don't know how to get back to the loving place we once where at...we are almost at our one year anniversary and we can't stop fighting...he ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Life as we know it.....ㅗ너채둏자ㅏㅜ튜ㅗㅗ노조챠나ㅓㅓㅛㅇ토ㅓㅑㅐwhatever that means I am not sure....what I do know is my relationship I.e marriage is stressing me out. I don't know how to make it through all of this, he keeps trying to control my life and i keep trying to make him grow up. The age difference is demanding too much of me. I feel like I have to baby ( Read more... ) -
Why did I say that??!?!?
I don't know why I want to argue sometimes, I even argue about crap i don't even care about! Why can't I say what's really on my mind to him, oh how I want to touch and caress him... But instead I say something stupid like ... Why are you so self centerd all you care about is you. And I know this isn't how I really feel yet I say these stupid ( Read more... )