things are good. :) i'm happy... still think maybe i'm a bit bipolar sometimes, but i guess that's ok ( Read more... )

we had a fight... a really stupid fight... about roman numerals. lol looking back it's pretty funny, but at the time i was pissed. not so much what we were fighting about, but the fact that we were fighting. it all got worked out and talked through and everything is great, but i guess i can't deny much longer that we're a couple. actually i ( Read more... )

i'm happy. finally. and now i'm trying to plan a trip to japan! :) how fun would that be? oh it would be great. i'm going to have to save up quite a bit of money though. i know i can do it though.... :) when i want something i usually get it. haha ( Read more... )

so...this is getting rediculous. this is twice now. first kenan went and got married 3 months after professing his undying love for me... now james is engaged only, how many months after breaking up with me, 6? fuck ( Read more... )

but i figure i should give it a shot. things are going good... had a wonderful dinner of sushi and chicken katsu tonight. this katsu was amazing... but the fatty tuna was even better! haha, maybe it's just me but that could be misconstrued (sp?) as something dirty. oh god. it was good though ( Read more... )

what the fuck is my deal!?!? granted it might just be hormones, but holy fuck. i hate crying... especially when there isn't a reason for it. sure a spontaneous cry is good every now and then, but lately i've done it a lot. i was on the phone with spencer cuz he called after i txted him that i was irritated about not hanging out tonight after he ( Read more... )

i know mostly it's my fault, but my life is so confusing. i have feelings of all kinds just running through me and i don't know what to do with them. do i show them? do i hide them? do i just pray they go away? what? what do i do? why doesn't life come with an instruction manual? bleh ( Read more... )

well... christmas has come and gone... doesn't seem possible in less than a week it will be the year 2007. aren't we supposed to have flying cars by now? what's up with that ( Read more... )

i'm so sore. my whole body hurts...my neck, my back, my tailbone...my arms and legs are sore too. at least my hangover is gone ( Read more... )

is becoming filled with drama. i hate it. there are certain people i want out of my life, but at the same time i don't. i know the only way i can live my life is for them to not be in it. it hurts, but really, what doesn't hurt lately? i'm just tired of all the bullshit. i have a great guy right here who loves me, but i can't love him. it's ( Read more... )