Bring back those good old days ( Read more... )

i wonder waht goes through peoples heads when they make decisions. personally, i think about how it will effect me, and how it will affect others. if it will make others suffer, i generally dont do it, if its a lie, i generally wont tell it. but others i think dont do taht as much. i think a lot of people dont think of how there actions effect ( Read more... )

It's taken me 50,000 separate wrecks to get here and I've learned absolutely nothing. As I'm standing here alone, upright and motionless I am drowning in her sea. The rising and stinking of every consciousness I've ever known Now detached and disconnected. The endless cycle of idea and action ( Read more... )

so my new classes fucking blow, and i spent all day praying for nukes to start raining down from the sky today. and the wierdest thing is, the day dreams of desolation and extinction, made me happier than the world around me.

Now I'm in your basement ( Read more... )

You've seen me, do I look okay to you ( Read more... )

blah. im sick of this. all of this.

its funny. i wake up every morning and i think about a few things. when i was a kid i never saw myself thinking of nothign but being betrayed constantly when i got older. i saw myself happy and successful. but now i have another view on this all. people are nothing but liars. people get close to you becuase they need soemthing. and then once ( Read more... )

the other day i almost broke down and called you. i wish there was somethign in my life to take your place, so i wouldnt feel so cold and lonely, but its true taht once you've had your trust betrayed your hesitant to put it anywhere but in teh trash can. ive slept for hours a day tryign to forget waht you did. i try and act like i hate you. i ( Read more... )

so today i hung out with sara, and it was freakin sweet. we watched vanilla sky, and it is a mindfuck....with a really good soundtrack. then i went to max's and watched oz, and now i have to watch more.