yeah so its six o clock in the morning...for those of you who have never seen that time of day before...its still dark and im still sleepy. Im starting a new job today. Im going to work for a guy who has one of the better construction companies in the area. So that means I have Got to step up my game a little...well alot. IM kinda scared, cause I ( Read more... )

Man am i frustrated....so much so that im typing it in here. I havent posted in a long long time I know that.there has been too much that has happend since the last post to put it all in here.......... So after i started updating my journal...James comes in and we talked..wich was good. Then Joshy came home and all three of us talked...wich was ( Read more... )

So...Where to start? I think it has been close to a month since I have written in my LJ. I think it is safe to say that it has been a somewhat crazy couple weeks... I do hope that things start to level out soon...my little brain cant take too much more of this. For starters, growing up I always thought that I had the unbreakable family, Boy was I ( Read more... )

OK.... so its been a while since i posted last. Man Many things have happened recently, but nothing in the same. Things have been so very confusing for me. A couple of friends just got married a couple days ago. Another friend is in a purty serious relationship. And then there is me. I went from being in a big big relationship, to nothing at all. ( Read more... )

how about this two days in a row ( Read more... )

yeah so how about that neato pic josh put up for me....thats my fonz ( Read more... )

Ok so I need a little help here. I am really torn. heres the deally yo- There is a girl whom i met like 6 years ago. and we have kept in contact ever since. I have been to see her a couple times and that was aw-some. I think its safe to say it was euphoric... but then she got married and I put up a good front and said I was happy for her. but I ( Read more... )

..Yeah so im kinda bad at this whole consistant posting thingy. I guess I am just a little bahind and alot busey. This weekeng was really good for me..although i didnt get alot of sleep. saturday i was asked to go out to pias and get...well extremly innebriated...i think i spelled the wrong.oh well. but any who i ended up going to church with the ( Read more... )

ok i was depressed...and bored... so be gentle...and did i mention im no poet or a fantastic song writer ( Read more... )

Hey All ( Read more... )