sometimes it is good just to get away from things for a bit. i often forget how it is to be somewhere else when i get stuck in a routine. the idea of travelling is often alluring and it is something i know i should take a long time off in order to really appreciate it... but i guess one of the products of being a continent hopper is that i meet ( Read more... )

i think i am a bit depressed. i can't really work anymore and i just sit here wasting time working on wedding shit (which really doesn't take any time), cruising facebook, and doing just about nothing else. when i eat i make loads, LOADS and then yeah. i don't feel like watching tv or movies; i don't feel like reading; i don't feel like writing ( Read more... )

ilana is off on her holiday now and i am sitting in a coffee shop reading cases and there are loads of tourists outside taking pictures of the lamb and flag sign. argh. i think i am one hour away of doing the literal walk out of the coffee shop and into the pub next door. it must be funny for those standing outside to see me do it ( Read more... )

it turns out i now think 15,000 words is a lot. fancy that. i am at 6,200 at this point, with about 4,500 i will keep... ah! i have 2 sections left to do (the biggest ones), but i don't know anything about them yet and i still have to follow up with all the crap i have already said!!! it also feels like 5-7 more weeks to do the whole thing is ( Read more... )

it is cloudy again. it hasn't rained, but the clouds seem fixated on my house like a baby on a pacifier ( Read more... )

i can't write anything anymore. when i have discussions with my supervisor it is all so clear and so simple. then i sit down and write this bloody chapter and i end up just going down these stupid irrelevant tangents and can't really filter through the necessary from the fluff. blah. blah i say.

so instead of doing my work this afternoon, which was going to be a fun writing session to get my first chapter well underway, i decided to um... do not so much. i looked around for some jobs, filled out some applications, got bored, browsed my music - the usual way to kill time. and of course i thought about the usual things that i don't write ( Read more... )

it's all over now :( now i need a new book to read... ah!!! wasn't expecting that ending, well actually the last 50 pages really hinted that was where it was going, but still, that's it. all over. aw. i don't know how they can make a movie out of it... it has to be crap. for what they are going to do to it, it just isn't going to work with the ( Read more... )

so i just finished my work for the day... i guess. i really just sat around the library and transferred notes that i had written over the past six months into an outline on my computer and realised i had a lot to do. like a lot. so i said fuck it and read another article that was total crap from this texas lawyer. it was really unbelievable that ( Read more... )

i changed my picture here and thought i would let every possible person know. i did this because it took bloody forever to learn how to tie that bloody bow tie and everyone in the world must now look upon this picture and marvel at the perfection.

go on. do it.