i'm here in tampa for a week, which is pretty much what i expected of it. some bored times, some fun times. that's life in the streets of florida. i bought out alot of stores, buying lots of clothes. everything is so much cheaper down here, i couldn't help myself. i miss the city terribly though, especially the people in it. recently, i've been ( Read more... )

i've been gone for awhile, moved into a bigger cheaper apartment with my roommates. been working my ass off - but since it's in a theatre - not too hard. and really, i've been just trying to understand and enjoy life as it comes. i've been making new friends, writng more poetry, living more life, and hanging out with my neighbors

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last night while hugging and kissing on adam outside - who was visiting me at work - this boy approached me for directions to a club i've never even heard of before, and quite frankly i think doesn't even exist. anyway...he ended up coming back to film forum to tell me he couldn't find his friends, and was planning to go home. "you should come see ( Read more... )

i've made rounds of my male co-workers and feel nothing but rejection. and people try to boost my mood, saying it happens to everyone, but i've never felt anything but. and i know this is something no ones want to read, but for someone that tries to make everyone happy around her - as well as herself - why can't someone just return the gesture. i'm ( Read more... )

"2/22/06 09:39 pm - gonnafindout
and in the blink of a fucking eye life gets so stressful"

...i agree.

so even though sean canceled on me tonight to go see the vagina monologues, and last night at sin-e randall brought a girl that he used to be "friends with benefits" with. it's ok. yes it took me three hours to get up out of bed because of it, but once i got up i was ready. but believe it or not, it's snowing...finally. it's like "eternal sunshine ( Read more... )

so last night at four in the morning, me and my good friend sean had a talk about my feelings for him at his apartment. and as it was decided best to be friends for now while he is discovering who he is and what he wants, instead of me waiting around for him to finally "see" me, i've been busy with randall (another co-worker) mentioned earlier ( Read more... )

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i haven't written in my livejournal in a while simply because after not being the greatest host during a friends visit - granted my health was not up to par - i feel like i was drifting through the city. so mehanata, a gypsy club i now go to every thursday with my co-workers (who i consider friends)was something i was introduced to that relieved me ( Read more... )

last night was beautiful. and i didn't even get to see o'death in concert. sean came over and picked me up at around 9:40 so we could get there at around 10:30. but seeing how on the subway we literally just looked each other in the eyes and found out more about the other than ever before, we completely missed our stop. and it was until i noticed ( Read more... )