i wish i never had to hear a sound again. there are so many unpleasent sounds. sooo many. all of them very loud and ringing.

I am slightly disturbed. As much as I hate overt PCness (motto: The only way to be PC is to NOT) and as much as I believe that everyone has a right to an opinion and lifestyle, I read something in the globe today that really made me angry. Religion is basically an off-limits topic for alot of people, but I do not care. I am going to talk about it. ( Read more... )

I got a job. Full-time, 40 hours/week. Lifeguarding. And I have never even taken a lifeguarding course. I guess I'm lucky. But all I can think about is who the hell would hire me? After last summer's interning at fancy magazine fiasco, which included totaling a BMW, I honestly thought I was unfit for the real world. But here I am. A paid woman.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. If I say fuck enough, maybe it will become my name. My name is Fuck, what's yours? Or like, fuck you, Fuck. Fuck, there are so many possibilities. FUCK ( Read more... )

My dad took my candy away. I feel so alone and cold without my love. Last night, as I popped that little white pill for the last time, I actually cried. A little tear ran down my cheek. But then I just passed out, so now I am awake and man oh man, withdrawal has finally set in. I have a fever, literally, and I feel sick whenever I eat. AH!!! I ( Read more... )

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I have died ( Read more... )

My ride is amazing. It is oficially the hottest car in Sudbury. I mean, come one, nothing beats a 98'Ford crown victoria, gold, leather interior, with a tape deck. It is an absolute beast coming down the road, and it has great pickup. I can do up to 120 mph no problem. It is also an undercover cop car, so I never get pulled over. I once was doing ( Read more... )

something is happening. every day i feel it getting closer. I dont know when and i dont know how; but action will be taken. i dont really know anything. if you think about it, you never really do get any closer to finding yourself. your whole life you are looking for yourself, where you are most happiest and how, but do you ever really get closer ( Read more... )