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Video Update, with new song and new house photos!
Video update below!
Below is the song that i posted about in my video.Brand new stuff,
Trust - Bulbform. The album has not even come out yet. Canadian synthpop at it's finest. You seriously need to check it out.!
New Apartment Photos Below!..... i shouldnt say apartment though... I should really say new House photos below! just because i will be ( Read more... ) -
mourning in the dark
we are all sheep ( Read more... ) -
trantric asphyxiation
i think i could go 20 years without sex because of these news books ive been studying and incorporating into my daily routine. -
cancelling North Carolina
Kevin Reitz would have been 30 toda (saturday april 30) it is ungodly morning and i woke from premature sleep. my cat was whaling from the attic and i saved him and we made a video ( Read more... ) -
marilyn manson 1994 - 2011
so after a near decade of being teased by my best NY friend Marisa, for being a devoted Marilyn Manson fan , something in the last few months made her curious to give his music a chance, and between my and her fiances ipods she is going through a 2011 Manson obsession and I love it.
she has me currently making her a manson mix CD of what I believe ( Read more... ) -
2010 a strange year which is oddly not over yet
I think this year will go down as a forgotten year for me , despite some extremely wild transitions , changes, and difficulties which I have experienced all throughout. in a way this year has been like any other , but , in terms of financial status, geographic updates, dating, new family and so on, it is as if I have lived my life as 4 different ( Read more... ) -
havin fun
I have had a resurgence of fun lately. rediscovering that NJ and NY have some surprisingly fun corners to explore. job interviews have been great. somethings gonna land soon. its hard to even focus on specifics. ive been dating again, drinking, watching lots of film, keeping in touch with old friends, and just letting both ends burn form here ( Read more... ) -
random anger
i dont know why i even let it bother me.
a friend of mine who is supposed to be smart enough to know better and wise to know me well enough is acting fucking stupid.
people who dont listen to me are stupid.
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trying to cheer up
so things are still very difficult in my life (financially, physically, emotionally), but I managed to apply to 24 jobs today. my shitty unemployment has kicked in, which is so little it is insulting, but it is just enough for me to keep my accounts at least active (majorly overdue, but active)
Ryan Bodner said something to me yesterday which ( Read more... )
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