Why do i bother with anything, what do you do when you cant do anything. How are you supposed to feel when you realize you have already failed at life, how do you go on? You dont if you can help it but sometimes a primal survival instinct prevails , its the reason a mouse still runs away after being bit by a venomous snake. Its a great concept in ( Read more... )

Its late saturday or sunday technically and im just sitting bored at my computer listening to music and staring at chat bleh. I had an interesting friday night bought cheap vodka some cheaper cigs, i polished off some shots of vodka headed to the bars for $1 beer and oddly enough met some people from my high school we talked and they said we should ( Read more... )

I just back from physics class which is possibly the most complex class ive ever been in, everything said and shown in lecture seems like gibberish to me i see passing it as next to impossible, i really need a tutor to even hope for a C. My other classes are okay nothing too difficult just tedious school work nothing new, its just difficult do ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SARA!


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Hmm havnt wrote in awhile so i thought i would. I had a very lovely talk on the phone with Sara last night :). She is so fun to talk with im glad she called. On to today i went to my first class and the teacher brought a live lobster to class and gave us 3-d glasses to see some 3-d pictures of insects it had it was pretty cool. Time to go to my ( Read more... )

I just got back from work it was so busy, I worked my A double s off. before that my mom showed up and woke me up to go look at apartments and get some food and other stuff for me. It sucks I had no time to get online and talk to Sara :( .Well hopefully I will get to tomorrow so off i go.

Hmm about time to go to work :\ although i suppose it should be okay since my friend i hung out with last night will be working with me. It still sucks i wont get back till pretty late though. Well write later i suppose.