I feel like life is just getting worse and worse with no end in sight. To make matters worse my employer refuses to give me a final paycheck, even though state law says he has to pretty much right away. He said he is going to pay me as scheduled. One check day after tomorrow, another 2 weeks from then. So now I have to fight him on it so that I don ( Read more... )

I would have been fired today had my supervisor been present when Billie Jean and I finally went at each other. She is such a bitch. I can't even explain. My supervisor had already left for the day though, so Billie Jean went into another room to avoid me and I talked to Jacob about our spat. He is still convinced I purposely offended Aya on my ( Read more... )

I broke up with Eric last night. Nothing having to do with him, I just decided I'm not in the mindset to be in a relationship right now. Not with anyone. He understood, we talked, we're still friends, butterflies, unicorns, etc.

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Too many reasons to bother you all with. Back in the day when I first started my journal I'm sure I would have gone on and on about everything that is wrong at the moment, but now I don't even want to waste the energy. I don't know if that means I've gotten more reserved over the years or just more depressed. The only person I could get anything ( Read more... )

Although it's doubtful, and even more doubtful that he still reads this. I don't know why I'm bothering. This is deliberately written so no one else will know what I'm talking about, so ignore it ( Read more... )

"Sometimes I just have moments of pure geniusness."

-Billie Jean, co-worker

( Read the context of this statement here. It gets better. )

I'll bet you wonder why I don't talk to you. I'll bet you think I'm going to cave in and call you first and then you can start the whole cycle over again. If only you knew how I feel about you. You think you're so fucking righteous. You shop at Goodwill just to seem down-to-earth. You used to work for United Way. And how long since that job has it ( Read more... )

I saw "The Road to Guantanamo" with Eric today. I cannot even stress how strongly I recommend this movie. It's the true story of 3 guys who are traveling to Afghanistan for a wedding. While there the city they are staying in is bombed, so they hop on a Taliban truck with a bunch of people because everyone is yelling at them to get out. They end up ( Read more... )

1. First grade teacher's name: Marylou Lively ( Read more... )