when everything is going amazing.
one thing ruins it all.

thank you fate.

my life is now complete.
for that one night, everything was perfect.

im going to use LJ to vent now, since i never ever post ( Read more... )

"You and your partner will be happy in your life together." - Jones Soda Bottle Cap

.....what partner.

i am alone.

no matter how far i go.
or how much fun i have.
or how much i feel like im getting away from drama.

its always around me.
and i always seem to come back to it.

i want to move out.
i want a real job.
i want a non-psychotic girlfriend.

i want to be 21.

i want to know who my real friends are for once.

i like being back on track.

just a few more things need to get done.
and i'll be content.

i feel im going back to my old ways.

and trust me, theyre not good.

too bad im over it all.

and i mean everything.
and everyone.