its really happeneing im really getting the fuck out of here for good ( Read more... )

Cant wait.. cant fucking wait ( Read more... )

the world!!

on that note, i hate it here. i hate fuck ass dbcc... and everything else im doing. i cant wait till the motherfuckin bank is paid off..
then i cant save up to get the fuck out.
i hope you come back asshole.
if you dont...... i dont know. itll fucking suck

but i cant do it ( Read more... )

i almost wish i didnt need that money so bad but i do.
so i cant wait till this is over so i dont even have to think about you anymore.
im so glad you agree with me.
thats the only thing about you that could ever make me smile.
lets get this over with.
and move on with our lives.
i know thats what you want too.

today was the best so far ( Read more... )

u have so much hope right now
and for once in my life i believe in myself.
im also proud
im getting clean.
and im never going to use again

i start it all tommarow.
so much shits been goin down this week already
another good man gone.
you know i miss you i dont have to post a bunch more shit.
no one else die because i will fucking loose it
i hope this shit works out.
i cant be like this anymore.
its fucking annoying and im disgusting.
and im done writing.

sitto ( Read more... )

im not where i wanna be ( Read more... )