Man i need to update

in this world men look for truth, i think it's in our nature to look for something to grasp on to we need something to make s feel real instead of like shell's or drones ( Read more... )

I remmberd a picture this morning, one that used to carry around in my wallet. somthing the reminded me that not all in this horrible horrible world was black. Something to remind me that at one point there were still goodtimes there was still something worth living for. i rember why i loved that picture so much. i also remember why i burned that ( Read more... )

I am walking along ( Read more... )

Now let me praise the keeper of Heaven's kingdom ( Read more... )

And when no hope left in side on thant stary stary night, you took you life as lovers often do, but i could have told you calvin this world was never ment for one as beautiful as you.

im down down down down in a burning ring of fire. and my tears fuel the fire.

right now i have a massive headache and am very hungover. i wish i was dead right now. i feel a hole buring in my spirt. even though it appers to be a lovly day i can feel no joy for it because i am traped in this blackness. i may not be what i feel, i am not this blackness? or am i. emotion is who you are and how you feel. maybe i am this ( Read more... )

in this world of men i feel as if i am going though a continus civle of burning and then cooling off, at the same time im burning i am so cold that the room chills as i walk through it. last night i felt as if i was falling through fire and i oculdent stand it. i layed on a bench out side my house and smoked a cigerrett and i felt like i was in ( Read more... )

Johnny turk he was ready he was ready, oh he primed him self well. and in five minutes flat we were all blown to hell.