im living in the harbours now. right acrosse hall rd from my parents house. pretty damn cool ( Read more... )

im coming back to detroit. again. ive got a new plan as far as a career goes (im still going to pursue music). im going to see how it goes. moving out of my parents house. gonna try something new. ill have to see how this one goes now.

im at the library and i cant fucking concentrate. so im gonna do this. im in more trouble than i thought. stole it from tony btw ( Read more... )

mine is gone and there is definitely no direction now. this just happened as i woke up today ( Read more... )

im sick of school. i want the life ive dreamed of. music, cash, a non stop life long party. ive got friends who live it all the time and i only get to watch from the sidelines. recently saw dope at harpos and ran into adrian from Powerman 5000. hes filling in for dope for the time cuz their bass player quit. i talked and bullshitted with adrian for ( Read more... )

"i hope my ex never comes to watch me race. shes bad luck after all the money i lost at the casino this weekend. with my luck if she ever showed up id probably get in a wreck and lose my legs or something ( Read more... )

i havent slept in nearly a week. i cant function normally without something in my system. and its because the greatest thing that ever happened to me is gone forever.

im terrified with uncertainty. i dont know what to do now and it is killing me.

come friday im across the state back in unfamiliar territory. im kinda excited. a little hesitant. maybe its what im supposed to be doing. i wish i knew what the hell that was.

what a joke man. i hate this time of the year. i really do. i never get what i really want ya know. its just always disappointing. that and i remembered clearly last year like it was yesterday. and thats just depressing.

i guess im trying this again. feels just like last fall. almost like im leaving everything that is important to me all over again. seems like this really is the way for me to make something out of myself unless the music takes off first. but it means im gone. gone to everyone here that i care about and back with ppl i havent even seen much of for ( Read more... )