I don't think I posted yesterday, that's a first for the past week or so. In any case, I'm feeling ok. Not sure what's going to happen still... Rebecca has said she's realized some things but I'm not sure... All that matters is that I at least feel pretty good right now. I have to go back to not saying stuff, because I don't keep this private, so ( Read more... )

I have about 15 minutes before I get off of work. But I'm not looking forward to much. Go home, maybe play a videogame, say some mean stuff back to Rebecca for whatever she will say to me, etc... I feel kinda bad writing this because I look around my friends' entries and all I say is more of the same teenage angst that plagues me, but I have to. If ( Read more... )

I wish so badly I could go back, but then again I wish a lot of things. I wish I could make things right now... I wish that I could somehow make everything work out and that everyone was happy, but only one person is going to come out on top throughout this whole thing. And she'll only be happy because it's all she knows how to do. She doesn't ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what to write or say... I'm sort of at a weird time right now. It's like having a couple different ideas about how your life could be really great, but not being able to make any of them happen. Being unsure of what you really want, not in the physical, financial, or general state in life but emotionally. It's like being unsure of what ( Read more... )

I'm terribly sorry I don't comment much on everyone's journals... But I'm at work and it's a pain because I have to jump through hoops of fire to get around the damn proxy. I promise I will be more active in everyone else's issues when I get home or something, or maybe when I figure out a better way around my work proxy. Oh, and I'm also sorry for ( Read more... )

So once again, at work, bored, because I get payed to sit around and play with my computers. Feeling a little better, not sure if it's just that I'm a little more accepting of my situation, or if I think that what's going to happen won't. I don't know, but I'll figure it out when I grow up. =) I wish I could be specific, but I can't... I have ( Read more... )

So this will be my first post from work, but that's hardly the reason I'm posting... I'm still feeling under the weather, and not physically. I'm not sure what's going to be happening with my life soon here. I wish there was some way to know that I'm going to be ok but I doubt that. I have a feeling that I'm in for a world of pain sometime soon. I ( Read more... )

So I said I wasn't going to post any emo drama, but most of the people who read this allready know what's going on anyways. I'm on lunch right now from work, but I'm not feeling so hot. So I kept saying that everything in my life was doing awesome, cept for the way I was feeling? Yeah, it's gotten worst. I've realized I pretty much have no friends ( Read more... )

So the last entry pissed off my girlfriend to no extreme. Oh well, she's done worst if you ask me. <---All the drama you'll hear. In any case, here is a picture of my girlfriend, who for better or worst at the moment I love. Ladies and gentlemen, my girlfriend, Rebecca.


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So not much going on except my usual emo drama. I'll spare you wonderfull people. I skipped work today, bad idea, I allready had a couple of points (tardies) from last week. But oh well, hadn't slept. I just couldn't do it. Spend the day sleeping and shopping, picked up some very nice Jenna Jameson and Carmen Electra for my room. You might think it ( Read more... )