Hey, I thought I'd mention it before it went away, but it just dawned on me why ( Read more... )

Oh well, you've got me under your spell and I don't think that I'm kidding
around.
I don't think I can forget you now. I once sat up on my roof and
examined the planning of my town.
I saw the structured grid and pavement
cutting through grass and I remembered the cold of winter running up the legs of
my pants.
I picked the nicest lawn and ( Read more... )

I should really update some of the old entries, a lot has changed and some of the content probably isn't accurate or at least current, with my views and feelings that is. Not that it matters, people who read this only really pretend to care about my views and feelings. But I need an outlet, with my recent series of unfortunate events..... there, ( Read more... )

So... My life these days... Heh... Where to start? How about with the beggining, that sounds reasonable enough. Day 1 (a.k.a. tuesday) I wake up after an extremely long night of fighting with Rebecca worst than ever before (imagine the worst fight you've ever had with a loved one, minus any hitting or anything). Anyhow, I wake up and I look at her ( Read more... )

Ok... well, I guess I decided then. In regard to that last entry and all the comments, here is what's going to happen. I'm done, I'm dont getting hurt, I'm done caring. I'm going to shut off all my little emotion antennas in my head, and not care. Not care if she leaves, not care if she covers her body in ink, not care if she gets a million more ( Read more... )

Sorry about that last entry, I guess it was a little too long and wasn't that specific. I don't know, I had gotten home and I sort of went off on how I thought I felt. In all honesty I was confuseed as to what I should have been feeling. Now looking back I honestly I should have tried to be a little more supportive of my girlfriend leaving, but at ( Read more... )

So I guess I should start with why I haven't posted in forever. I guess, I (like all good writers) only write when things are going bad. When something is wrong, when something is upsetting me, never when the world is beautiful and shining. Only when it is gray and bland. Well, I guess things are more or less on a good track, I think I can say that ( Read more... )

So I guess here I am writing again. I just realized I have a tendency to only write when I'm sad or alone. At the moment I guess I'm just a little sad. Don't really know why, I mean, everything is going more or less rad. But I guess it's just within me to tend to look at the bad. I don't really feel like writing about it right now since I have to ( Read more... )

I don't feel like writing again... I have to clean and do laundry and stuff, work tomorrow at 5:00am as always. Looking forward to Rebecca coming over tomorrow, and had some fun hanging out today at Tony's. Life hasn't changed dramatically except my job is going awesome and Rebecca moving in is almost here.... which will be the best thing that's ( Read more... )

So I guess today was a pretty good day... Talked with Desire (the human resources lady at Encompass, my new job), and asked a couple of things about when I start and everything. So I guess the whole job transition and unemployment period is over. I'll probably have my first paycheck by June 15th and thing will start getting back to normal. Not ( Read more... )