its strange to be proven wrong ( Read more... )

i keep getting a panicked feeling in my stomach
from thinking about it too much.
it keeps bringing tears to my eyes that i have to fight back.
they are a waste. this situation is not permanent...
i refuse for it to be. things WILL go back to the way they were.
this is not the way things end. it is not an option. i refuse.
it doesnt even make sense

the last one is the best.
click it.

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=585984094

i got a massage table. (finally)

and it is pink!!

so for the first time since sunday ( Read more... )

my room is officially redecorated and my new bed officially slept it.
yaaaaaaaaaay.

now i have to move all my shit that im not keeping out of my mothers hallway.
boooooo.

my boyfriend is moving to fresno today/tonight ( Read more... )

guh... its late and im not asleep ( Read more... )

life in general is good ( Read more... )

they dont love you like i love you.